I'm Sorry...

Before I begin my rant I just want to go ahead and say that I am so sorry. I'm am so deeply sorry for disappearing for so many years. I lost all motivation to do anything, especially writing. I have felt so terrible for leaving and never finishing what I had started.The past couple of years I have went down a very dark road that I almost didn't come back from. I've had so much going on and so much...
March 6th, 2018 at 11:00am

Freedom and A7X

I made a brave choice and I left him. I feel so much better now and I am glad that it is over. I don't have to put up with all of that shit anymore (THANK YOU GOD) And I am more than free. Fuck you pal and everything else about you!This wouldn't have been easy if it weren't for Avenged Sevenfold. Where would I be without them? Their music has made this such a positive thing and I have the biggest...
August 31st, 2013 at 08:09am

Who Am I?

I am not pefect nor will I ever be. But that doesn't mean rub it in my face. He says he loves me, he says he cares about me. But where is the love and care? Where is the affection that you say you show ? I can't be myself because you will not allow it, you hate the way I am. Hell I don't even know who I am.I'm not even me anymore.Where did the old me go? Who was I before you came along? What kind...
August 14th, 2013 at 08:09am

Dear Someone Who Is Out There....

He tells me that he loves me all the time, and I believe him. He says that he will never hurt me or let anything bad happen to me. But yet those are all lies.I am with this guy, and we have been together for about a year and four months. I thought that it was great at first but now things have changed. He doesn't put his hands on me or anything, but the things that he says to me are beyond...
July 28th, 2013 at 10:13pm