I know i probably sound like another emo kid but i really don't think i am.But I'm just so sick of every pathetic aspect of my life. My dad is an alcoholic asswhole who my mother wont leave even after she had to wrestle a gun away from him because he was drunk and wanted to hurt us, or who in the same night said i should shoot my self or in his words "go put a bullet in my brain and do us all a...

so people make me s made. i mean you think someone is your best friend, but in truth, they are just using you to get what they want, and once they do they ignore you until they need something again. i'm so tired of being used by people. why cant i have one person who will always be there for me. and what is it with people starting to copy you? when a person dosn't even know something exists until...