Hurricane Gustav.

For the first time in my life I wish I believed in God or something like that so I could pray that the people in New Orleans are okay. =/I just read about how this hurricane could cause just as much damage as Hurricane Katrina and I'm so scared for them. I live through hurricanes once or twice a month during the hurricane season in Florida and never once have I had that much damage. The most...
September 1st, 2008 at 06:48pm

I need to start writing again.

I haven't writen anything since God knows when.I used to write fanfiction, but I don't think I want to keep writing that. I want to write something original. Something totally different, and I know I'm capable of it because I've never written an unoriginal story before. Or so I've been told. Not trying to brag, just trying to convince myself I can do it. haha.Anywho! Does anyone have any tips on...
September 1st, 2008 at 03:50am

I'm moody today.

It's funny how much I lost because of you, yet I would do anything to get you back. I stay up late at night staring at nothing thinking about how if I didn't get caught, we'd still be together. Somedays I'll forget that we don't talk anymore, and I still wait by my phone for you to call. Sometimes, I think I hear my phone ringing, and my heart jumps in hopes of it being you. It never is. The last...
August 31st, 2008 at 01:14am

My feelings are so hurt right now, I need cheering up.

Friends are real pains in the asses, you know that? I mean I love my friends and all, more than anything else in the whole wide world, but they are so bitchy.For the past year and a half of my life, I've been struggling with self esteem problems, trust problems and depression problems. However, this past summer has been a turing point for me. I've over come my depression problems, and my self...
August 31st, 2008 at 12:17am

Abortion.

Today in my American History class, for some reason abortions came up because we were discussing women's rights. One of the girls in my class had said that John McCain is against women's rights, such as abortion.Now, I'm not against abortions. I'm pro-choice. However, I don't hate against people who are totally against it. It's your opinion, but I just wanted to know how you guys felt about...
August 30th, 2008 at 02:33am

Today was the first day that I truly loved myself.

It's been such a long time since I've honestly been able to say that I love myself that I'm proud of the person that I've become. I've gone through so much in the past two years of my life, and I'm so happy that I survived it all. Everything that I've gone through in the past two years has made me stronger and smarter and I don't regret a single thing that I've done. I've been cheated on with my...
August 28th, 2008 at 02:12am

My first week of school.

It was quite fun actually and quite eventful at that. It's my junior year and I've NEVER been more excited to get through the school year. =]This is my schedule:1. Peer Counseling 12. AP Environmental Science3. AP Psychology4. AP Language and Composition (basically english)5. American History HonorsLUNCH TIME! ^-^6. Chemistry 1 Honors7. TrigonometrySo my classes are pretty good this year, too. =]...
August 23rd, 2008 at 02:16am

I'm so done with living here, it's ridiculous.

I can't believe my mother, at all. The one person who is supposed to love me, care about me, help me, and trust me no matter what has completely abandoned her role to me. Her and my step dad found weed in, NOT MY CAR, but my fucking step sisters car. Then they act like it's MINE! I don't even know what the fuck it looks like! They cut my hair out and ground me until my drug test comes back! They...
July 14th, 2008 at 05:08pm

I can't stand my mother.

Like no fucking lie. I'm so fed up with her at this point you fucking understand. I understand that she is my mother and she does have some kind of authority over me, but not to the point where she can tell me who and who not to be friends with. I'm in love with my boyfriend, like seriously in love and I've never been more happy before and she knows it. But like she doesn't know I'm going out with...
May 18th, 2008 at 04:52am

MINDLESS SELF INDULGENCE TOMORROW!

I'm soooo freaking excited.I have been waiting since all the way back in december for this concert! They are my third favorite band, and I'm sooooooooooooooooooo hyped for this concert! =DIt'll be my second time seeing them, and this time I know every single song! PLUS, I'm going with my best friend AND my boyfriend. <3 =DDOUBLE THE HAPPINESS!!!So yeah, I just wanted to express how happy I am....
May 8th, 2008 at 04:14am

"You guys are moving way too fast."

I hate when people tell you that you're going too fast with your boyfriend/girlfriend. Am I the only one that thinks if you want to do something, you do it and not wait? Like seriously. I don't understand when there's a wrong and a right time. You know what I'm talking about? Like when you tell you're friends that you made out with your boyfriend of like a week and they freak on you and are like...
May 6th, 2008 at 02:44am

I don't know what to do.

So this boyfriend that I've been saying is wonderful, turns out to be not so wonderful. =/We've been fighting a lot for the past couple of weeks, all over me not giving him a blowjob. I'm sorry, but to me, blowjobs are degrading. It's like saying "Fuck you, suck my dick, because I fucking hate you." I don't know if you get what I'm saying but I do.During our fight, he's been saying that I don't...
April 27th, 2008 at 09:37pm

Fabulous Day

Actually, scratch that. WONDERFUL WEEK. So this week I've been UNGROUNDED for the first time in like three months. Worst three months of my life. I was stuck in the house every single day and night. It was terrible.ANYWHO! Okay, so this whole new boyfriend thing is working out wonderfully. And that's all I really want to talk about it, is how wonderful my boyfriend is. I don't mean to sound like...
March 27th, 2008 at 09:39pm

I'm actually happy.

For the first time in a really long time I am happy with myself. And I'm happy with my decisions and I'm happy with my life. And it feels wonderful.My boyfriend did the cutest thing for me today, and this is what made me realize how happy I am. I've had a really bad cold since last friday when I went into the ocean and forgot a towel and didn't change into dry clothes for three hours. So this...
March 20th, 2008 at 12:25am

I have a new boyfriend.

He's kind of a stoner. But I like him just as much anyway. He's so sweet to me, and I really really like him. We spent the whole day together yesterday and it went perfectly. He sat with me in the park, under some palm trees and talked with me for like an hour. Then we went to borders and read some fun magazines together. After that we ventured to the pet store and watched this cute little...
March 16th, 2008 at 10:53pm

Girlfriends are complicated.

My girlfriend is so complicated. I swear, she's the most complex person I've ever met. She never opens up, and never tells a single soul her secrets, yet she's extremely happen with herself. I just don't understand how you can bottle up emotions and secrets like that. It's kind of annoying when I tell her everything and I barely know a thing about her anymore. =(She promised she would call me...
March 7th, 2008 at 02:11am

I hate my dad's house.

Everyone is always yelling at each other for the dumbest things.It's because my dad always has to treat us as if we were ten or something. And I'm definately far from that. I hate being here so much. I can never seem to get along with my dad or my grandparents.I'm always getting yelled at because I have different standing points on polictics. Because I believe that everyone is equal, just like our...
March 1st, 2008 at 06:19pm

I'm sad.

I'm scared that My Chem isn't going to come to Florida! And I don't know what I'm going to do if they don't come here! Because I'm jealous of all of you who know your dates! LOLOL.But seriously, do you think they're done with posting dates for their tour?I mean, they didn't have any for Jersey or New York. And they wouldn't skip those, would they?Ahhhh. I'm real scared.All over a band. I feel real...
February 22nd, 2008 at 02:41am

I'm tired of everyone...

judging each other. I'm tired of hearing "Well, people have it worse off then you." Honestly, though, when you're in a terrible situtaion involving YOU are you seriously going to be thinking about other people? We are all selfish, whether you say you are or not.I'm tired of hearing "You're problems aren't as bad as everyone elses." Okay, so yes there may be cases when there are worse situtations,...
February 17th, 2008 at 11:59pm

BEST DAY EVER! (involves MCR)

So this morning, my best friend MADE MY DAY. Like for real. She was talking about My Chem's new DVD and then she says "THEY'RE GOING ON TOUR!" and I was like "WAIT, WHAT?" and I didn't believe her. And then I went online, AND IT"S TRUE! Go check out their website, it's totally true. They have some dates posted for their U.S. Tour, and they're still going to add to that list. I'm so excited. This...
February 14th, 2008 at 09:53pm