Love is the biggest risk you can ever take. You literally put your life, your heart in someone else’s hands and give them the chance to either make or break you. Your whole world revolves around the one you love. Their pain is your pain. Their joy is your joy. The more your love grows for that person, the more you realize you would do anything for their happiness. Even if it means the end of...

Jan 3. (we were not together yet, just best friends)The road turned into a snakeAnd looked in my veins and saidIt's in your bloodThat’s when I tried to runBut it was way too darkI got scared and ran into your armsoh sweet chemical predicamenti can't stop, can't change the evidentpredisposed to forget the best parta story where the hero dies without regardmade sure that the needle was clean when...

People all over are questioning their reason for living. People no longer know what they want out of life. When did life become so insignificant that we had to question why it was so valuable in the first place? When did we become so starved of attention that we began to hurt ourselves just to get some sort of attention whether it’s good or bad, somehow expecting the latter. THIS IS LIFE...

Okay so this last week has been the most incredible week of my life. I feel like I'm finally with the right guy,the perefect guy. And I've never meant it more when I say "I love you" than when i say it to him. Love has never come so easily to me, as it has with him. I finally feel comfortable enough to stop holding myself up, and lean on someone besides my own shadow. I've never been this happy,...

{if you read my journal entry "you saved my life" then you'll know what this is about}When did I become so important that I became your reason for living. But since you told me I was, then you better not desert me here. Because whether you knew it or not, you were my reason all along. You posed the question "how many people have you said, i love you, to and meant it?" i'm responding to that in...

I really don’t know what to call what’s between us. I know that we are friends. Good friends. And that could be all we ever are, maybe that SHOULD be all we ever are. All I know is the other night, when you told me that there came a point where you were going to remove yourself from this earth. I cried because I didn’t know what I would ever do without you. I know you may not realize just...

Why did you do this to me? I cared about you so much, even close enough to say I loved you. And I still do. She left you, she discarded you like you were nothing. We had no problems, we were happy, and then look what you did. You go and throw away our happiness to go back to your old problems with her. tonight I know you’re not sitting at home with a broken heart like I am. I know that you’re...

Have you ever wanted to end your life so badly, that you couldn't think of one reason to stay?Have you ever lost all hope?Have you ever felt so down that your body physically felt like it would collapse?Have you ever been so sad that you couldn't cry?Have you ever wondered what it would feel like if every bone in your body was broken in half, just so you could see if the pain hurt as bad as you...

Ugh, just when I thought it was over, it's not. Okay, well yesterday in automotive, I kind of talked to this senior,Jon, and he said he wanted to add me to his myspace friend's and surprisingly he did. Well I was actually shcoked that he remembered to add me, so I thought it was cool. But then last night, I had the weirdest dream,but I only remember part of it. I was in automotive, and 3 guys in...

Well, school has started now, so it's interfering with my writing, and I don't like it.My schedule:1.Civics2.Algebra 23.Honors American Lit4.Electrical/Electronic Systems and Design (auto machanics)5.Biology6.French 1I'm not really sure what I'm going to write in this journal, but I'll guess I'll just talk about what's bothering me.Well in March, I got my first boyfriend, who was also my best...

Hi peoples,I feel like writing so I decided I would write about my day. Well to start off,yesterday I found this really small dice and I decided to make it like a "8 Ball" thing, if I roll it and it lands on an even number,then it will be a good day,if it lands on an odd number, it will be a bad day.(which now I think I will change it to be the other way around,lol.So,to start off, I've been...