I can't draw, can't sing, can't focus. But I can write a mess of thoughts that don't make sense and make myself feel crazy. I can re-think everything over and over again.Is this common? Is this ok?I am genuinely confused.I want to draw vivid pictures of what I see but all that comes out is blotchy scribbles. So I have to write about it. About 5 am dark, damp mornings, driving in a black car....

I guess I'm just trying to take this the best way that I can.It's having a great day and ending up alone on the floor of your best friends room, while your favorite songs play downstairs. And I can hear everyone whispering that this always happens. This always happens and I'm thinking that I should quit drinking because everyone knows I don't need an extra depressant in my life. I'm not like...