I have no clue what the title has to do with this but anyway. . . . So tonight (hopefully) im gonna go and ask if i can have a part time job for the weekends to earn a little bit of money. Its just gonna be at a little shop but its better than nothing. Lets hope it works! All wish for me please! :-D At least it's somethin to get my mind off things.. And at least I won't be alone somewhere, I will...

For the last 3 years or so i have been having suicidal thoughts that are getting worse and worse. Im homeschooled so i can not go to a school counsellor. I've tried plenty of times explaining it to my parents and my older sister but i get the same reply 'Stop being stupid, your fine'. My sister went through the same thing when she was about 15 and my parents would do anything to help and did...

How come everyone i know is happy because they have their 'perfect person' and im sitting in a corner alone? I feel like my cinderella story will never exist.I know a few people that i would be happy with but none of them are interested.Is there something wrong with me that im not aware of? Im not going to change for anyone but im sick of pretending it doesnt bother me.Am I gonna get the chance to...