If there's one thing I can depend on, it's that I will always be borderline in love with maesaysdance.

You think you'll outgrow someone someday, and you turn out to love their stuff five years later. Joyce, you're my hero.I have a story I've been nursing for about two years, and it's transformed into this strange, uncertain creature that has one end but no modes of getting there.I seriously need to get something out on mibba. The last thing I posted was a one-shot, and that was a godawful while...
April 23rd, 2013 at 04:53am

Bothered.

I always say the wrong thing, or I always say too little or too much.I'm like a slightly unpleasant concoction; there's just a little subtle hint of something about me that people find adverse, and because it's so subtle, I forget that it's there. I'm really aware that people dislike me. It isn't an active dislike, and I don't really actively do anything to cause dislike. I'm just one of those...
December 28th, 2012 at 02:54am

Privilege.

Yesterday, I mistakenly flippantly responded to a post about feminism excluding men involvement. I received a passive-aggressive comment that equates somewhere along the lines of "fuck you, that's not how feminism works". But since then, I've been consumed with questions about privilege.My argument was that some of the feminists on tumblr (not all, mind you) argue that people who benefit from...
November 12th, 2012 at 03:52pm

I need help with a story title.

So, the thing is, I came up with this new story plot today, and I really like how I've planned it out.And before I start, I know that I could just go to the Story Title Help thread under Tips, but by now I've learned that most people tend to ignore my thread posts and my questions go unanswered for months. Besides, I wanted this to be an open thing. Instead of getting one response, I wanted a...
October 31st, 2010 at 07:41pm

I'm Not Sure What's Wrong With Me.

Sometimes it feels like I'm torturing myself.I've been really stressed out these past couple of weeks. It just feels like there's all of these things piling up against me and it never lets up. It's the end of the school year and I've got about six or seven lengthy projects to work on, plus a couple of different clubs to balance, plus I'm still trying to squeeze in all of my creative writing and...
May 4th, 2010 at 02:47am

I Hope Today Never Ends.

No, I have no date or anything, but in the past few hours I've just been extremely happy. I'm all alone and it's kinda cold in here, but I just feel that kind of pure happiness.I've been dreading today because it gives me another reason to be pessimistic and depressed. This entire week has been giving me reasons to be depressed. Lately I've been really restless and feeling useless because I...
February 15th, 2010 at 12:16am

My Mibbaversary- Things Have Changed For Me& A Recount of the Noob Days

As of today, I've been a mibba user for an entire year :)Things have definitely changed over the past year, in both my life, and my mibba life, I'm glad to say for the most part, they've changed for the better.I originally made my mibba account because authors from Quizilla have switched here, and I needed to make an account to be able to continue reading their stories. I'm SO glad that I did,...
June 27th, 2009 at 07:05pm

Are The Wheels of Mibba Finally Turning?

First we experienced it with the random change on links in the toolbar in our Mibbas. And now we have the name, age, and gender and both of our avatars on our my Mibba page.After the two years of waiting, could we actually be getting the new Mibba?What will be next?I'm anxious to see the final results, but it's going to be a long process, considering all of the things Dujo wants to change.I hope...
May 2nd, 2009 at 04:12pm

So I'm Contemplating on Deleting My Quizilla Account?

Idk... I just... don't like it anymore. I liked Quizilla better when I didn't have an account; when I was just reading stories and I was like, "Oooh this place is so cool!"And I hate how you pour your heart and soul into a story, and get no rating, and someone posts up an unoriginal quiz and they get five stars just like that.And I hate how no one bothers to rate. How hard is it just to click a...
April 5th, 2009 at 07:40pm

Soprano, Alto, Baritones, Bass, Tenor...

Eh, I forgot in which order the male voices go in.Anywaysss...My journals are back! I am a very happy camper :DBack to the main subject: Soprano and Alto. Last year I was a soprano, but I got bored with it, 'cause, you know, all they get is the melody. This year I'm an Alto *pumps fist into air* I'm the only alto in the class. Sometimes it makes me feel like I sing off-key, but I really enjoy the...
November 23rd, 2008 at 06:08pm

Writing versus Typing Stories

I know that most of you write your stories before you submit them. On paper. -Yeah, i know, that wasn't nessissary. Personally, I type them straight off of the mibba story chapter page thingy and save it on word. Blah, blah, blah.Anywho, I wanna know: who else types their stories? It's just that, when I try to write them on paper, it's all messy and scratched out and crap. But when i type them,...
November 4th, 2008 at 08:47pm

DX ... Can't Think of a Title to This... [Plus, shoutout to Mikey Way and Ray Toro]

But that's not important. The title thing. ;]well, first of all, i'm giving a shoutout to Mikey Way and Ray Toro. Because they deserve it.I don't think they get as much attention as Bob, Frank, Gerard. So, yeah, MIKEY AND RAY ROCK!!!!spread the word ;]aaand i didn't want to get to this, but...advertising. my story.it just seems so pitiful, but it's worth a shot.....Err... let me work up a nice...
October 18th, 2008 at 10:26pm

If You Want To Co-Write with Someone, I'm Game! XD [And... Twilight???]

PS: thanks for all the music suggestions in the last entry, guys *cough* girls, sorry.Back to the topic at hand: *sings in falsetto voice* co-writing!!!I can't really say much except: would anyone like to co write with me? i got cookies!!!.....i got pictures of cookies!!! XDco-writing would be fun...Okay, since this is going nowhere, i have something else i would like to talk about.Twilight...
October 16th, 2008 at 10:32pm

Give Me Twenty Reasons Why I Should Like the Jonas Brothers

This is NOT a hate message. I just want your opinions.Sooo, yeah, give me twenty reasons why i should like them.I'm to afraid to go on youtube and get hooked. :shifty i know, that sounds retarded.I think i've judged them unfairly, since i've only heard one song from them. That's Just the Way We Roll. it might have sucked compared to the rest of their songs...I'm not saying i'm getting soft. I...
October 15th, 2008 at 09:48pm

Hello Again! I'm good. Are you good?

I feel just so freakin good.School went totally according to plan, no bumps, no bad situations, nothing.My project was BEAUTIFUL -sniff sniff- my teacher liked it too. :]Math class was kinda fuzzy. Well, it always is. Since about 98% of the class is in groups of four answering questions, me and my group kid around. Alot. And i think one of the dudes like me... :S weirdness. Olivia was like, "We...
September 3rd, 2008 at 09:07pm

MCR is officially awesome!

Well, yeah. Title says it all.Mcr fans go: When have they not been awesome?!I'm officially a new fan. Over the expanse of just 24 hours!!I thought it was time to listen to a few of their songs and get a taste. I passed a few, and they were alright. Then i came to I'm Not Okay (I promise) and i fell in love. :]And i played it over and over and over.... I've probably played it like twenty times now....
August 22nd, 2008 at 06:14am

Another Supernatural theory plus a little scene

Okay, how to start....Since a bunch of you have doubted my original theory about Sam Winchester *cough* Yellow Eyes *cough* Chevy *cough* *cough* - i made another theory.... one even more drastic. Or maybe not, depending on your point of view.Are you ready?!I said, ARE YOU READY!!!?Okay, overreacting. *ahem* excuse me.My new theory about Sam Winchester is that:.... He is YE's son.BUM, BUM,...
August 21st, 2008 at 07:07pm

Most epic mario kart game EVER!!!

O my god.O my god.Where should i start?Okay, let me break it down.Me, my sister aviona, my brother stephen, and my sister's boyfriend, zach, play Mario Kart double dash practically every night. We're all really good. And we do this little championship thingy where if you're the first to get 10 first places, your the champ for the night.here are the stats:Stephen: 6 champsZach: 5 champsMe: 2...
August 18th, 2008 at 08:39am

It's not Sam this time, it's us

Well, the other day i was watching tv, and somebody was talking about the meaning of life.And, knowing me, i made a theory :DI'll put it bluntly again: there are two meanings of life.1. The first meaning of life is to love and be loved. This may sound corny, but i really think its true. I mean, without love, we feel like we really have no purpose among people. I mean, if no one wants you there, it...
August 13th, 2008 at 06:30am

I have a theory about Sam Winchester

Today's journal entry is for the Supernatural fans. Hey, y'all! :)Okay...I don't know how to start this... So i'll just say it bluntly.Sam Winchester is supposed to be the new Jesus.I mean, think about it....I had alot more to say when i was thinking this over...Alright, i'll just give my reasons why i think Sam is the new Jesus1. His mom's name is friggin Mary.2. He's phychic (just like Jesus)3....
July 30th, 2008 at 06:57pm