So I went to Believer's Never Die Part Deux tonight!It was amaaaazing, aside from 50 Cent.I'm really not so much into him. It didn't help that this kid beside me was acting like a lunatic and almost hit me in the head like 8 times.But it was still grand. All Time Low's set was nowhere near long enough - they only played six songs, BUT Alex sang with Cobra and FOB and that was radd. Cassadee did...

the only thing i'm consistent at is being unconsistent.crpytic sentences and random words are all i've becomei've uncousicouly began properly blurring the lines of who i've beome, who i was, who i'm going to be *want to be* and suchit's almost as if its a loss of self, though i think i have a pretty good grip - who doesn't?a night that could be well spent flys by wasted with failed attempts at the...

Is this for legit?Because honestly it's making me sick.Every word that's coming from your mouth is adding a new distaste to my mouth.I thought you were the last one of them left,and even in cheating you still seem to be a gentlemen.Casually guiltless, I know, I know, you're doing no wrong.Because what's been said isn't cheating.(though it might as well be)Saying you don't understand doesn't make...

sick is dull.Current mood: stokedI'm sugar sweet to the point of rotting your teeth;it's all a game of who can spit what lines first.That is, who can manipulate the best(baby i'm the best).Don't get caught up in it all,from one person to the next, from me to you that is,it isn't all that bad.Good times, good nights, good talks.Good comes from it.Maybe not all good,but remember, it's all in yin and...

"Carpe diem, carpe diem," we all so freely scream.I'm living in the moment because right here, right now, it's all I've got and all I want.Content in this moment, living freely now.This is all I need."Carpe diem, carpe diem," you freely scream, such ab eautiful hyprocrite.If only you could get your head out of the past for more than five seconds a day.I just don't have time for this mess of...

To be loved, to be loved, what more could you ask for?Some people would say they could ask for a lot more while others would say there is nothing more they could want.Obviously the lyric is from About A Girl by The Academy Is... and it got me thinking.So I was wondering what you guys think,is there anything more you could ask for than to be loved?And would you rather love or be loved?I'm not in...

Time is fleeting and we don't have much of it.Perfection demands so much time that I don't have to spare.Do this, do that, make it absolutely perfect.Routine kills.I will not be a victim.Failure happens and I whole heatedly accept it.It keeps me grounded,keeps my ego in check.Great things propagate from failure.Determination accumulates.I am determined.Being human is marvelous.Let's not try and...

Maybe this is starting new for me.I've gotten rid of the people from my life that seemed to be the inflicters of my late night rambles. (Though some extracted themselves from my life on their own.)Mainly my ex-boyfriend that I had this over and over, back and fourth, unhealthy relationship with. It started with one of his friends liking me and vice versa. He flipped and said he didn't want to talk...

Oh my freaking gosh.I had such an amazingly good day until now.First a guy from like last year(that was just a friend) who hurt me really bad decided to talk to me tonight after not talking for a REALLY long time. But on the plus side we put the past behind us and it's really nice not to have something weighing me down.Then to top that off, my ex(who is still one of my best friends) messaged me...

I really hate wondering what's going to happen. I want to know what his intentions are so badly.See, I met a boy at school, he's (seems) really nice and we hung out Friday. We talked and continued getting to know each other more and we kissed. I have no idea what his intentions are at all. I want to know what to expect.I don't expect him to ask me out anytime soon, we hardly know each other. But...

I am absolutely terrified of rejection.I've always thought that I could deal with rejection and it isn't a big deal. But now it's completely obvious to me that it's not like that at all.I've dealt with rejection before and it wasn't fun. But it also wasn't nearly as heartbreaking as everyone likes to say.So here's what went down: Friday a guy that I've been getting to know asked me to hang out....

So I've come to realize that most guys are jerks.Honestly.At least the ones that seem to be "attracted" to me are.I swear I feel like my life is going round in circles, especially boy wise. One will start talking to me and slowly get me hooked and then they're done just like that. Then they come back and I get re-attatched. Then they leave.Repeat, repeat, repeat.I swear I'm so sick of guys. Even...