Okay, yes, so this isn't totally true in my case. I'm still emo and depressed and all, but I am honest in saying that I do not blame God for this death anymore...okay, you all must be so confused now, so I'll just post this...ReformedAdults may not understand, but being a 15 year old growing up in today’s world is far from easy. In fact, some kids may find it impossible. I was one of those kids...