I really don't know why i keep putting these up i mean, no one reads them. But then i guess that could be the reason. Well there i go runnig my mouth and rambling again. ITopic change! Let's see . . . Oh! I've had this really weird feeling lately and i'm not exacly sure how to explain it. Not like one of those sometings going to happen or somethings goiing to changee, but just something.I've also...

Have you ever thought on the concept of friendship? No i don't mean, you meet in kindergarten and you best friends forever, nor do i mean your best friend back stabbed you and took your boyfriend. I mean when you have a friendship with a person and you think of it as a bond. When you know more about that person then their current girlfriend or even their closest guy friend.That kind of friendship...

I don't really know why I'm writing a journal entry on a public website, but i guess since most of you don't really know me... Anyway I feel as though I should get my feelings out somehow. My life is so messed up right now and yet most are worst off than I. I guess the fact that all this is happening at once makes it worst. My sister hates me, my rents don't care, my brothers gone into the marines...