So, Martin and I have been talking on myspace for a while, and we've decided it's time we meet up and hang out.But, naturally, there's a problem. He lives in Webster, and I live in Pasadena, which is a good 30-45 minute drive. He can drive, he just doesn't have a car, and his mom is always at work, so he can't use hers. I'm 15, and can't drive, so that's out of the question. He's also busy with...

So, let's start this off with Martin:We've been talking for a while. Flirting, and such, you know? I never met him in real life, but I know h's LEGIT, many of my friends know him. About a month ago, I suppose, he confessed he liked me, and I told him liked him back. We're not going out, yet, but he does sa there is a chance.ANYWAY, there is a problem. He's in a band. A GROWING band, to make it...

So, almost a New year!Jesus Christ.So, here are some resolutions. Hopefully I follow through with them...-DON'T fall for a guy this year. I've got plenty on my hands as it is.-If I do, he won't find out, not for the life of me.-Score a lead role in something!-Finish a story-Lose a couple pounds.-Not get into trouble-Get a boyfriend.Yup, that's going tp (hopefully) be my year.Now, onto another...

So, I was watching MTV's True Life, and it was an episode where the people wre polyamorous. Naturally, being the way that I am, I got curious, so I decided "Hey, why not try out this shindig?" So I became "Poly-curious"I just want to know, is there anything I should know? Like, some type of advice that would give me some type of veiw of the lifestyle I'm stepping into? I know what polyamory is, of...

So, I don't have a date to homecoming, son of a biscuit! So, I have come up with this:-Find a really killer dress to wear.-Get a killer makeover-Get money to pay for the damned ticket-Get permission to goThen, after that, the night gets cinderellic. I will go and meet some guy that all the girl love. Somebody that I also have a slight crush on. But he won't know who I am, as for the killer...

Okay, so for my Girl Scout trip this summer, I went to Garner State Park. We stayed in a cabin nearby for four days. It was amazing, and beautiful. The mountains were gorgeous.At Garner we mostly swam and swung off the rope swings. But at night, something a bit more exciting happens. Garner State Park Dance.We didn't go the first two days. The first night we just needed to settle, and the second...

My friend Ashley is setting me up on a blind date with a guy named Josh Smith. I've talked to him on the phone, and he's real awesome:)I'm just nervous. Meeting a complete stranger, I don't know what he looks like, or anything. All I know is that he's blond and... 17, three years older than I.Ashley says he cute and whatnot, but I'm not sure. I mean, sure looks don't matter, but I don't want him...

In the journal that I posted before, I told you about a "date" I had with this guy, Joseph.Well, yesterday I learned that he had a girlfriend, not me.I'm really really...depressed.It makes me feel like I'm not good enough for him... And thinking that I was going out with him made me feel.. pretty. I felt on top of the world, like no one can stop me. Now, I'm just torn to shreds... Now I feel......

Okay, so in my previous journal, I mention a little boy (not quite so little, as he's fifteen) named Joseph. We went to the movies together a couple of weeks ago, and we saw Up in 3-D. Me him, and his brother (and my brother some where in the higher seats).The part that confuses me the most, is, we held hands throughout the ENTIRE movie. Our hands were sweating, you could feel a pulse, and my hand...

Okay, so there are these 3 guys: Chad, Roy, and Joseph. I haven't seem Roy in a year, Chad is 3 weeks, Joseph in 2 weeks. I really like them. The fact is that I get nervous when I'm around them... Not really Joseph, because we're practically going out. But Chad and Roy... Talk about gigantic moths in mah tummy!It's summer, it openes up new oppurtunities. I want desperately to call all three, to...

I always have these violent mood swings. One second I am so hyper and happy, the next I am sad and depressed. One of my friends says I have Bi-Polar disorder, or violent mood swings that the person cannot control. I don't think I can control them, which intensifies my beleif that I have this dreaded disorder.I have no guts to tell my parents, or even ask them if they think I have it. I don't want...

I realize now that I enjoy the first couple days of school, then as it progresses I start to despise it. I don't wonder why. It's because of the work and the homework that follow the first week. The first few days are reuniting with friends or, in other cases, making new ones. Then comes the over painful homeowrk load. Being In Pre-Ap, that load is bigger and I tend to fail. This is where most of...