Well, lets see here. It's 5:03am and I'm WIDE awake. Its been like this for a good 2 weeks now. I've lost something that I thought was going to be with me forever. My knees and back are friggin killing me. I think i'm falling for my best friend. Blah Blah Blah! STEWPID!1.) I can't sleep. I've been this way for quite a bit but, it's now more of the Damn, i can't get to sleep, it fudgnucking...

So I hate to say this, but i'm pretty sure I'm being the jealous {almost} Girlfriend. But it's not really jealousy, its more of I'm scared he'll reject me and forget about me. GAH! I hate this! it's stupid and pointless, I mean we aren't even going out and I'm worried about him leaving me for his best friend. IT IS MAJORLY STUPID! But I seriously love this guy, I want him to be happy, he seems...

Well, if some of you don't know, i'm Jessi...the Band Aid. I help out bands in my local music scene. I co-own a promoduction company, Explicit. Our goal is to get bands that we REALLY like and enjoy out there, whether they are from Alaska or Floridia....but the thing is, we are only teenagers.That is whats Really getting us. See, we have alot of people doubting us, wanting to watch us fail,...