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I'm excited for it. That's for sure. Spencer keeps twittering (or tweeting? I dunno) about it, saying how they're working on a song or he's excited about a certain recording they're doing. It's cute, but a bit bothersome. Like he's holding the meat just out of the shark's reach. XD
I hope him and Jon end up making good music, though. He just really needs to clean up. I'd hate for both of their careers to go south because of a stupid decision, ya know? I mean, they should be held responsible, that's definite.
Ergh. So, besides all this Panic drama, how've you been?

:] I'm happy he's singing his stuff, too. I loved his songs on Pretty. Odd. and I heard the clip on their website earlier today. Sounds uber good. He's never sounded so good before in my opinion.
Yeah, with that rumor and picture of cocaine being around him. I know it's his life and he can decide for himself, but that doesn't give him permission to be destructive. It's kinda a slap in the fans' faces to be all "I'm gonna go do some coke. I know it's gonna damage me later, but it's okay." I dunno, maybe that's just me.

Honey bunches of Laura! :D
I've missed you dearly!
Well, I'm doing alright, considering. I'm bummed, which is normal I suppose. I support their decision, even if I'm a bit sad by the split. If they weren't happy, I'm glad they split. They've gotta stay cool to make their awesome music!
How're you holding up?

I'm not that upset either, despite the bitterness of my "about me" rant, haha. I'm just sort of angry at the world right now and I channeled all my hatred towards Ryan Ross. Sorry, Ryro. =[

I agree that Brendon is a better songwriter (at least lyrically...I never was such a fan of Ryro lyrics, due to their pretentious quotey-ness and their lack of emotional depth, for the most part), but I still don't think Panic can go on without Ryan. I don't know... I just keep picturing Brendon playing a show without Ryan, and it just feels so wrong.

Ehhh...I don't really blame Jon so much. Except I kind of do, because maybe Ryan wouldn't have left if Jon wasn't leaving too? I don't know. I'm not sure how I feel. Just imagine the conversations they must have had leading up to this, haha:

JON: psst, ryan...wanna ditch bden and spence???
RYAN: lol, ok. bden's hotness is declining these days anyway.

Just look on the bright side: at least they didn't stick together long enough to start putting out crappy albums (*cough*TAI...*cough*). That would be much worse.

No, you are not insane. Except maybe in the good ways. And neither am I. We just have to keep telling ourselves that, and then everything will be fine. :P

Ehhh, right now I think I'm okay. Basically what happened is my mom got super sick over the weekend,and it turns out she has this ginormous cyst on her ovary. So she has to go to the hospital tomorrow to find out if it's cancer or not. The doctor she saw today said he thinks it's not, and if it's not cancer, everything will be fine... I'm just worried that it is, because I was doing some hardcore Googling last night, and it turns out that the survival rate of ovarian cancer is only 44%.

Buuut, I'm doing okay right now. Thanks for asking. I love you to death, girlie. <3

ARGGHHH. YOUR BOYFRIEND JON IS PISSING ME OFF. IS IT OKAY WITH YOU IF I STAB HIM? JUST A LITTLE? I'M PRETTY SURE BDEN AND SPENCER WANT ME TO ANYWAY.

*applauds* That was a very long acceptance speech. I'm surprised the network didn't cut you off with some cheesy rap song.

Oh, well, that's a relief. Hahaha, Ryan Ross was following a fake Jon Walker? Silly Ryro.

I think you should never ever read the end of Cancer. You should just live in suspense your whole life. It might be fun.

Annnddd if I delete my Quizilla, I will post my one-shots here--or at least a few of them--I promise. I would never take away your crappy Spencer one-shot like that, hahaha. I know how attached to it you are.

I love him so much it's not even funny. I watched his movie "How to Be" on the internet last night, and every once in a while, I had to pause it and just flail around and squeal a bit because he's just so darn cute. I swear, he's just so freaking adorable...gahhh. Krista just doesn't understand. Shun the non-believers!

No, I mostly try to avoid Twitter in general, but I'll have to check that out. A ham wallet? I'm intrigued.

P.S. I got so excited thinking about Rob that my pinkie spazzed and I spontaneously submitted the last comment too early, haha--hence the double comments.

P.P.S. I think this is the longest comment I've ever written on here. You should feel honored. Or maybe just annoyed. ;]

No, I'm over that plagiarism shit. Whatever, they can steal my stuff if they want to. It's not good enough to make money off of anyway. And even if the people who read it don't know it was plagiarized, I know it was stolen and the "writer" knows it was stolen, and they're the ones who are going to have to face themselves for it at the end of the day. Just yesterday I discovered yet ANOTHER person who is now ripping off Afraid of the Dark over on Quizilla, but, hell, it's not word-for-word, so I'm not gonna deal with it. Whatever. It's not worth all the drama.

Did you really delete your Quizilla? That makes me sad...even though I'm considering leaving myself, haha. I wish Quizilla wasn't so screwed up now. =[

Ohhh, you're so silly! My work's not any better than yours! In fact, I think yours is better--but we've had this argument many times before, so lets just call it a draw. :P

We SHOULD write a book. It would be amazing. And I would gladly write your biography! Only if you write mine though...bahahaha.

Yeah, I was traumatized by my last haircut, too. The lady screwed up my layers on the left side of face, so they never lay right, no matter what I do. The right side is fine--the left side is just all messed up. Blehhh. Stupid hairdressers can't do their jobs right.

I thought they were friends too! Which is why I got excited when Pete was bitching him out, haha. I don't understand why you would be friends with Perez Hilton in the first place if you were a celebrity. He talks shit about Pete/etc all the time, so why be friendly to him?

OMG, NOOOO!!!! If I had been in your physical presence when you told me you liked Rob, I would have tackle-hugged you and not let you go for hours. For real.

I haven't had my hair cut since November 2008, but that's nothing compared to November 2007, I guess, haha. Last time I got it cut the lady screwed up my hair, so now I'm not going to cut it until it gets so long that I have to hold it up when I sit down. I think I've still got a couple of months left. :P But good luck with yours! You should totally take before and after pictures and put them up on here, hahaha.

Pete was bitching out Perez Hilton via Twitter, which made me happy, because I've been waiting for someone to do that for a while now, and Pete was the last person I thought would do it. I still don't feel the same way I felt about him a few years ago, but I don't want to stomp his face quite as much as I did before.

Yay! :D I can buy a copy of your book, too, if you want. Maybe it would pay for, like, three days worth of gas or something, haha.

Yeah, his commentary was pretty hilarious. I think my favorite part of the whole thing was him saying, "You know, sometimes I think I sort of look like I've had, like, facial reconstructive surgery or something--you know, like, after burns." And then he kept making fun of his gay hairdo and his "sculpted" eyebrows throughout the whole thing, hahaha.

AHHHH, I KNOW!!! She's just so...boring. Her voice was so emotionless in some parts that I actually started laughing because it was just ridiculous, hahaha.

Ehh, Matthew's okay. I'm not really into Nathan either. I'd take Caleb or Jared though.

And thank you, dear. The background is recycled from the Ryro layout I had on Quizilla like 12 years ago, hahaha. I'm lazyyyy.

OMG YOU SHOULD!!!!! YOU SO SHOULD!!!

Seriously, if you write a book, I will buy it, and I will get everyone I know to buy it. You know how I do--I pimp stories on here all the time, I could totally pimp your book in non-internet life too. :P

That's understandable. If Rob were filming in my hometown, I would probably turn into some crazy stalker, hahaha. Did you like Twilight? I read the books a few years ago and I loved the movie the first time I saw it, but now that I've seen it a few times, I can't help but notice how bad some of it is, haha. So now I just watch the DVD with the commentary on and listen to Rob's weird jokes. :P

You're in love with Caleb Followill?! I love Jared. He's my favorite. I'm seeing them in October! I'm so excited!

Well, I'm glad things are getting better for you. But if you ever need someone to talk to or anything, feel free to assault my comments...even though it might take me, you know, three weeks or something ridiculous like that to reply to you, haha. I fail at life, I'm sorry. But I WILL reply eventually. :]

OMG, YOU LOVE ROB, TOO?!?!!?! ARE YOU SERIOUS?!?!?! I KNEW you couldn't resist him for long! Hahahaha. How did this miracle come about?

HSGKLHFDLKGSDHLF, that makes me so excited. You don't even know. My obsession with him has reached very, VERY unhealthy levels since school let out and I've had more time to stalk him, ahahaha.

Hahaha, thanks, then? I was extremely excited to see it here, so, thank you. :D

Well, I have a confession to make, then.

I know it's panic secrets, and it's anonymous, but, I made that secret, which is why it makes me soooo happy to see it. hahaha.

And I agree. Lot's of them are ridiculously fantastic.

So, the patrick/brendon picture there pretty much made my day. You're a patdsecrets lurker, then?

An apology?! For what?! Did he call your mom a whore or something?! I don't understand!

...And I'm just going to pretend you didn't just declare your retirement. Because then I would have to go apeshit on your ass, and frankly, I just don't have the energy or enthusiasm for that at the moment.

I'm busy and tired. I have a million finals to take this week and a big paper to write a big presentation to give, and I'm not ready for any of it, but I'm so drained that I just don't care anymore. I only have four days of school left though, so it'll all be over soon regardless...I may go out in a flame of EPIC FAIL, but that's okay. Ahahaha.

How are you? Where have you been? I miss you!!!!

A little bit?! I miss you TONS!!!! <3

...Except I'm really mad at you right now for killing the Ryro story. What did poor lil Ryro ever do to you?!?! D:

Excuse me but maybe I will love you once more when you update your "secret" story. Kthxbai.

No. However. I feel like I'm in on some kind of joke when I talk about JWalking. And people are just like "..."

Abslolutely.
What's shakin? x]