Hey guys, sorry for my readers but I'm not in the best state to be posting right now.See, I post depending on my mood, my stories always have something realting to my day or life at the moment in them. Right now I'm not in the best condition.Don't worry I'M physically fine and all, emotionally I'm a wreck but it's because of something else.You could say I'm worried about losing the most inportant...

Well, open house was yesterday and shockingly I am in a pretty good class. There's one specific person I didn't want in my class and even though I feel ashamed about it I'm happy their not there, consdiering I have issues to sort out. I'm not sure what school holds for me this year, every other year I used to imagine it being perfect and had my own little adventures planned but that always...

Ok I DO NOT want to go to open house. I don't want school. Atleast with summer theres this chillin numbness and sure if I'm being driven crazy form being alone plan something with friends. That's it. Open house scares me, I'm so scared that I'm not going to have the people want in my class. Just like last year, only well I had one person tha twas atleast a hope but if he's not going to be there...

URGH! I AM SICK AND TIRED OF MYSELF. Now how the hell does that make sense? Well it's simple really, whatever I'm doing which interacts with other people always seems to not be what I think it is. I'm always way over my head in stupid little things that just mean so muhc to me. I feel like an idiot and I'm trying to hard to complain but it's making me angry. I want to scream, somebody tell me the...

Well there you have it folks he did it again. And calling me perfect, aww that's sweet. But really people! I have hair that sticks up in the morning. I look like I died. I have a temper, can be egocentric, can be a tad bit mean and rude. Don't think before I act. He still calls me perfect. Somebody should tell him that I'm not. Although it is adorable and awesome. Ah Mibba, perfection never...

Well since she's going to talk about me, I'll talk about her. Hmmmm.... Crap I can't think of anything to rant about... Oh well, she's perfect.Wow this is unbelievable crap. I can't believe that this journal has to be 100 words long. That is total crap. So since my short entry is "unnacceptable" I'm going to fill the rest of my entry with ranting about YOU, MIBBA! Man, you're rather annoying. I...

Yeah my boyfriends AMAZING. He hacks into my accounts, isn't that sweet? Atleast he can't get into my pretty lil head. Yeah pookiebear you reading this? Well onward, I don't know what to write next for my story, I'm pretty blank. I should visit hell, get some info ya know? Mayve I can ask Jake, he should know well enough shouldn't he? I know my boyfriend just hacks into bloody everything. He could...