yeh its been a while. i dont know. i thought id give a lil update on what's going on. its just that, i really like him but i dont know what to do. everyone keeps saying i should move on becasue he's got 25 more years behind bars. id just like to treat him normally but i dont want to lead him on either in case...these feelings do fall out.i feel like such a porcelain doll. in my room upstairs,...