I told my friend I almost cut myself and she got scared of me-not for me and then she told another girl who tells everyone everything. So I asked her if she told the other girl and she said no she didin't but I knew she was lying the way she said it. So now in art and a few other classes people constantly ask if I cut my wrists and ask why do I like MCR and say that I'm emo. People have no idea...

I keep being drawn to want to cut myself. The first time I stopped myself from doing it cuz I thought about all the bad things that would result in it. The second time I talked to my best friend and she coaxed me out of doing it and made me know that she would always be there and that if I did start to cut, I had to tell her. Which I would cuz I know she wouldn't tell and would help me stop.