Hope.

It's amazing what a sliver of hope can do. It can change your entire perspective of life; give you those butterflies in your stomach, make you laugh in darkness. Perhaps I'm being a bit dramatic, but it's what hope does!Until recently, it was engraved in my head that I would be moving with my parents over 700 miles away. Considering my boyfriend of over a year and a half lives here, I'm not taking...
July 28th, 2010 at 08:32pm

Questioning God

Foreword:I don't mean to be offensive in this entry; these are simply thoughts.God. That one word can spark thousands of different beings. From Buddha to the common Christian God; it's endless. Sometimes I wonder if God truly hears every prayer, every plead from his followers. How can he? I understand that God is, well, God, but he is still one being. There are limits to everything. Personally, I...
June 23rd, 2010 at 10:51pm

The New Year

Well, this isn't going to be as deep as yours, babe, but I'm going to try...You already know most of my story, and I really don't want to re-live it again because... well, I've already told you. You know how many hours I spent crying over you, how many minutes I spent dreaming that we were something different, and how many selfish seconds I spent wishing you would leave Her.There's only a few...
January 1st, 2009 at 08:45am

New Things

Wow... a lot of interesting things have taken their course over the past few weeks. Second semester of sophomore year is just a few days from finishing... a couple of my friends have gotten their license, and well... i am finally with who i've wanted to be with for a long time. I'm happy. And it's a new feeling. Yes, I've been happy before... just not like this... I like it. =) But, this journal...
December 17th, 2008 at 05:04am

Teenage Love

I think it's ridiculous how adults think teenagers don't know how to love. That we just 'fall in love' with every boy or girl that comes into our lives. That we don't know how to think or act on our own. That every time we say 'I think I'm in love', adults and sometimes our own friends turn their heads because they think it's just another crush. In my opinion, teenagers are the only ones who know...
December 14th, 2008 at 06:05am

Regrets

Having regrets about things we have done are inescapable. We blame ourselves for the horrible things we do, and we can't help it. Some of us blame other people for our own mistakes, even. But, in order to move on from something you've done, you have to tell yourself to not regret it. You did that for a reason, whether it be good or bad. Sometimes, you can't control what you say or do. I, myself...
October 18th, 2008 at 11:37pm

Music

Music is life. it gives us inspiration, and for some, a reason to live. it doesn't matter what genre of music fills you up, all that matters is just listening. find meaning in the lyrics and connect. once you connect to a certain song, or even an entire artist, it's like nothing else matters, and all you want to do is isolate you from everyone else but you and their latest album. =) music brings...
July 15th, 2008 at 08:24am