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I took an Advil, which didn't really help. So I was cramping, with a sore back and legs, plus a headache, and I was exhausted, but unable to sleep. Then I got extremely sensitive, as I always do on my period, and I ended up crying three times within an hour for no real reason. Luckily, I woke up feeling better. (:

WRITEWRITEWRITE!!!!! D: I want to read more.

I need... to start editing BHNLSG. Sigh.

I'm sorry. D: I'd be so extremely cranky if I had to go all summer without any good sleep. As it is, my sleep is... weird. Every month or two, I end up having issues with my sleep. As in, no matter how tired I am, I just can not fall asleep, and when I finally do, it's only for two or three hours. And that'll last a week or two, and then it'll repeat a month or two later.

I have a headache and cramps. Siiiiigh. I just want to collapse. >_<; But, oddly, I want to write...

I just can't handle zombies. Seriously. They freak me out and give me nightmares. If I see one zombie movie, I'll have nightmares for weeks, and I'll have to sleep with all the lights on, and I'll wake up thinking the nightmares are real, and I'll be too terrified to so much as get out of bed. It's awful.

Now that I think about it, our neighbors will probably have them, too. Oh, well. I don't care much. I love fireworks, and the noises will keep me from sleeping, which will make me cranky, but at least it'll be pretty.

If I go - which at this point I don't know that I will - I'll take pictures and share them and my stories with you.

This is the first time we've ever done our own. We usually go to Fort Stewart and watch them there, but it's honestly much easier to just do them ourselves. Besides, I have cramps, and I so don't even feel like going out to be around hundreds of sweaty people, with bugs, icky food and everything else.

And I'm doubting that Sadie gets to go. ;~; 'Cos my dad is being all, "THIS IS A FAMILY VACATION!" even though Sadie is my niece, his grand daughter. He wants it to be just us. But I'm trying to convince Sadie to go with me to ask my mom.

I don't know why they shoot them off a day early. But we're shooting them tonight. (: Yay!

And I'm happy, 'cos Sadie wants to come with me to Kentucky. So we're gonna gang up on my mom and have her "consider" it.

Yes. I reported them both times. The first time the PM was deleted, so I assume it was taken care of. The second time just happened this morning, so I'm still waiting. But it's ridiculous. I mean, twice in one week? Come on.

Woooo, Spain! ... I've never watched the World Cup. What is this?

SendSendSend. <33 I love your writing. I MISS MAR! TF! D:

-_-; Okay. I'm irritated. Twice, in less than two weeks, people have tried scamming me on Gaia, by sending me PM's saying I'd been reported (and for trolling, no less!), even though I hardly EVER use my account. I only sign on every now and then. You can't be reported for that. Anyway, they've been all, "Gimme your password, or you'll be banned! If you ignore this, you'll be banned! If you trade/gift your items to another account, that account will be banned!" ): I'm getting mad.

Show me the story. <3
Also, I don't have Netflix. But I want it now. ;~;
I also want some of that damn Wanka white chocolate.

I really, really, REALLY want to go to Waverly. But I'm afraid that a) no one will want to go in with me, because I'm not allowed to bring a friend or my nieces on the trip, and/or b) I won't be allowed to go at all, because the tours will be sold out.

lmao Awe. <33 I don't particularly feel the need to cry when hearing that song, but it's understandable. Hm... I'll check that movie out, if I can find it. But I really wanna see Despicable Me. It looks so cute. D:

I'm excited. (: We're going to Kentucky later this month, and I (finally) might (strong might) get to go to Waverly Hills!

Driving Lessons?

I'm doing okay, actually. I'm less stressed out at the moment than I have been lately, which is just so relieving. I'm hoping my family will be over this weekend, so we can all go swimming. <: But I may need a new swim suit. My bikini is too big.

I'm so glad. <3 I love getting your opinions and feedback on my work. And I will, eventually, write. I probably should. It'd probably help my stress level tons.

I want brownies. And Chinese.

So how are you? :3

Haha. <3 Awe. Thank you. That actually encourages me.

I'll tryyyyyy to update Cuts On Paper Hearts soon... And maybe try to do something with No, Really. I Hope You Choke On Bees. Sigh, I miss Tucker.

:O I THINK IT'S BEAUTIFUL! I love it. The guy looks good with the glasses so it doesn't matter hehe
THANK YOU! Honestly, I love it. It's going up in the next update :] xox

I was actually thinking of writing ch.21 tonight. We'll see what happens :)

<3 I'm so glad you liked them. Your opinions matter to me, and I like to take them into consideration before posting.
But... I had a thought.
I mean, I want to be an author. And I'm nineteen now, and I'm at this cross-roads, where I have to make decisions about what to do with my life and where I want to go.
So I was thinking... Wonderful Mess. Maybe I shouldn't post that. I think I want it to be my first book. Or maybe BOTH of them, because my plans for Bitterly Yours involve it being a series, with at least a sequel.

Teehee. <33 Thank you!
I'm glad you seem to like them. (:
I'll be posting them VERY soon... But before I post them, I'd like to have chapter two's written, as well as an update for COPH... I'd LOVE to also have an update for NRIHYCOB, but... <_<; And I'd also like to transfer over BHNLSG at the same time.
But thank you so much for the feedback! <33

'Kay! <3 (: Just read them and send feedback whenever you want. I'm very confident with the first chapter I sent... I'm hoping it turns out great.

I think I wanted to see Hostel... and it's sequel... After what you said, I'm kinda glad I didn't. <_<; Splice was just... I wish I could go back in time and unwatch it.

(x Thank you. I'll e-mail you the two first chapters I have, rightttt now. You can read over them when you want, and tell me what you think. Sent them.

'Kay, so, Splice.
It's that new-ish movie about two scientists who make this animal/human hybrid. Basically a chimera. Most fucked up thing ever, I swear. My friend and I watched together, and I think we were both left feeling like we never should've seen what we saw.
I don't want to give away too much of it, in case you ever see it... I don't want to ruin it for you. But it's creepy as fuck.
And the ending leaves room for a sequel, and I just... I just hope there isn't one. ;~;

(: I'll try to have it up soooon.
Or at least let you read it soon.
And, um. Work on that COPH update.
Yeah.

SO. SPLICE.
That's probably the craziest fucking movie I've ever seen.
I had nightmares.