My current lifestyle is beating the sh*t out of me. (College, Xanax, Green Day, and lost hopes.)

Title speaks the truth. I have been so extremely tied up with full time college, my job, and caring for my sick fiance (whose cancer is only getting worse, might I add) that my health is going to h*ll because of it. Within the past six months I have lost days and days worth of sleep, gained nearly ten pounds, and somehow managed to accumulate a whole bunch of mental problems on the side.Now that...
March 27th, 2012 at 04:09pm

Another Mibba settings question + Comment swaps.

Okay, so I'm trying to redo my profile and there are quite a few old stories that I'm not ready to delete, but I don't want them showing up on my page either. Is there a way to use css or some other kind of setting so that I only have one or two of them on my page?Also, I'm in the mood for some comment swapping. I can't get to them until after I get out of work tonight at nine, but I swear to god...
February 18th, 2012 at 07:05pm

I need an answer to this question about Mibba settings asap, guys. Help?

So, I'm trying to show a friend one of my stories, and I can't figure out how to make it so that someone without a Mibba account can view it. I made my profile public to everyone, but even when she clicks the link it still says she has to register or log in. What do I do? I really don't want to have to copy and paste all the individual chapters into my email just so she can read them.I also wish...
February 18th, 2012 at 04:07am

Billie Joe needs you!

Hey everyone. The journals have been pretty dead for a while, but I'm going to give this a shot anyway. I have been writing a Green Day fanfiction for over a year now, (I have plenty of Green Day fanfictions but this one is a masterpiece), and I would really like to get some new feedback about it. I know that I am already sixteen chapters in, but I promise that there is still much more to come....
February 16th, 2012 at 03:10pm

There's hardly anything left of me, Mibba, but I have this undeniable feeling that someday things will change. I hope.

I don't even know where to begin, guys.This journal is a long time coming, and though my mind is swirling with thoughts, feelings, desires, and other junk, I seem to be unable to adequately convey my feelings to you via words. So many words, so little time. Lately I have noticed a change in me that hasn't been for better or for worse. It's just...a mind altercation, if you will. Never in my life...
December 28th, 2011 at 04:40am

Dearly beloved, are you listening?

I don’t know why I’m writing this exactly. It’s certainly not for the audience, but perhaps because this thought is such a relevant topic in my life right now. Lately there’s one major problem with society that has come to my attention (of course this isn’t the only problem. I could go on about society’s problems forever, but I’ll leave that for another time). As I grow older and...
December 22nd, 2011 at 02:04pm

Irritating Mibba policies, working class America, and early New Year's Resolutions.

Mkay, so I just wanted to address something about Mibba that irritates me. I've been here for almost three and a half years and I love this place to death, but there's one policy that makes me angry. Why the f*ck am I not allowed to swear? Why the f*ck do I have to include these annoying little asterisks in each and every swear word I use? I can totally understand why they would reinforce a rule...
November 6th, 2011 at 03:58am

Alright Mibba, let the trick-or-treating commence!

Carved those pumpkins and made the cookie house last night. Aren't they awesome?I usually don't participate in things like this, but I'm feeling the Halloween spirit, and for that reason, I shall be giving out treats this year. I was going to actually do this on Halloween but I'm working a pretty long shift, and I don't think I'll have the time.Say trick or treat, tell me what you're going to be...
October 27th, 2011 at 04:22pm

If there's anyone out there as bored as I am, please click here.

Hey guys! I'm super bored, and I don't have to be to bed early because I only have one class in the morning, and we aren't doing anything but listening to presentations. With that being said, I would really like something to do tonight. Does anyone want to comment swap with me?The rules are:There are no rules.Any feedback is valuable. I don't particularly care how long it is. If you rushed through...
October 25th, 2011 at 04:39am

Mibba just ruined my night :(

So, I lost inspiration for my story Long Road to Ruin for a period of six months or so because I was dealing with school/college and my fiance's cancer, but I was finally able to generate an update that I published this morning. I was so excited and so happy to be back on Mibba again. I even re-did my profile in an attempt to give myself a fresh start here. I commented on all my reader's profiles...
October 24th, 2011 at 03:55am

comment swap + css help, please?

Alright guys, here goes. College and work has had me busier that I can accurately describe, but I miss writing, and I miss this site; therefore, I have returned. Hopefully for good this time. Every time that I leave for a while and come back I redo my profile page as a way of having a fresh start. I love my new layout, but I have a question for those of you who aren't technologically challenged...
October 22nd, 2011 at 03:46pm

Comment swap? Please?

So, I went to the Motley Crue/Poison/New York Dolls concert Friday night in Youngstown Ohio. For lack of better words, it freakin' blew my mind. I've listen to so much of all three bands' music lately in order to get in the mood for the concert, especially my favorite song by Poison, Fallen Angel.That particular song inspired me to write an original fiction story that is loosely based on the...
August 1st, 2011 at 09:57pm

Exercising ideas?

So guys, I really want to get in shape. I'm sick of feeling flabby and lazy, and I know I can do better than this. In terms of diet, my house has much to offer because my mother is a health freak. Exercise? Not so much. We don't have any fitness equipment and I can't afford it, gym memberships are too expensive, I live on a national highway so I'm not allowed to walk or bike on the rode, and my...
June 27th, 2011 at 09:17pm

I have absolutely no self esteem remaining, and I want you guys to tell me if I am overreacting.

Alright, so I'm not usually one to complain about my fiancé, because he is a wonderful man, but lately we have been having some problems that I really don't have the slightest clue how to handle. It's really only one problem that's branching off into other problems as a result.He fantasizes about other women.The other night, after we'd already said good night, he sent me another text asking me an...
June 27th, 2011 at 06:51pm

Comment swap, please? I read original fiction, fan fiction, femmeslash, and any other genre you can throw at me.

So, I've been neglecting Mibba lately O=. I guess that's what happens when you have a fiance with cancer and just graduated high school. Time is running away with me, and I'm always super busy. Anyway, it's come to my attention that my best story on here needs some attention guys.Here it is: http://stories.mibba.com/read/350893/Long-Road-to-Ruin/It's a Green Day fanfic with Billie Joe as the main...
June 24th, 2011 at 04:12pm

I have a question for those of you who are sexually active.

I'm going to keep this brief, because it isn't exactly a comfortable subject to talk about. I've been sexually active for less than a year, maybe 7 or 8 months. I lost count of the times I've had it because my fiance and I have sex regularly, but I'm just now noticing a bit of a change. He isn't extraordinarily large, probably about average, and usually afterwards I would tighten up again....
May 15th, 2011 at 03:42pm

I am so f*cking tired of my weight making me feel like a waste of oxygen. Moment of truth: am I fat? Be honest.

Okay guys, so I'm sure you've heard this all before. Melodramatic, unrealistic teen sobbing to an audience who likely doesn't care about her petty little problems.Well, I hope that's not what this is. Because I really, truly hate myself and I want to feel better. For as long as I can remember I've hated myself and my body, mostly due to celebrity/porn star comparisons (stupid, I know). Here's what...
May 9th, 2011 at 02:29am

Still feeling like I'm worthless, but what else is new? Ugh... (Questions)

I didn't get very many reads on my last journal, but the main idea of it was that I've had a serious self-image problem since I was like four years old. No matter how much weight I lose I feel inadequate and miserable, unattractive and disgusting. All the time. I'm 5'1" and 135 pounds. Which is about 20 pounds too heavy for my height in my opinion. I get up in the morning, look in the mirror, and...
April 8th, 2011 at 07:27pm

I have problems and they're going to be the death of me.

"This ain't no sideshowThis is the great unknownThis is the poison we takeOutside the velvet ropeStanding there all aloneAre the grotesque and ashamedYeahIf you think real beauty's on the outsideWell that's a far cryFrom the truthMaybe all the information you receivedWell you should not believeThere's no proofSave yourself from all the lies of the beautiful peopleIt's time to run from the lies of...
April 7th, 2011 at 04:26pm

Motley Crue, countdowns and comment swap [free of ridiculous you get what you give rules]

So, yeah...Motley Crue owns at the moment, and I completely re-did my profile. They took the majority of it over. I can't f*cking wait to see them in July. I am so excited that words cannot express the emotion I'm feeling. If I decided to write a Motley Crue story, would anyone here read it? I'll most likely post it anyway, but I'm just curious. If you have a particular type of story you'd like to...
April 4th, 2011 at 05:35am