Well long story short, I fell in love with someone and we were together for eight months. Then one day out of the blue he calls to tell me ' I don't love you anymore'. He just said it flat out. It hurt so bad, it's been about nine months since our breakup, and guess I'm over it. He called me three months ago...to tell me that he didn't mean it. That he loved me. And that he wanted me to go over to...

Sometimes I feel like I can't trust my mom. I love her, but I just don't feel close to her. She was really never around while I was a kid. She was a party-holic and a meth addict. She would disappear for days at a time, without a word of 'goodbye' or when she'd be back. I feel alone, empty. I hate myself, because I can't have a conversation with my own mother. I'm paranoid when she takes out the...

You try to help someone, and they throw it back in your face? Then you end up feeling like sh*t for even thinking about it? I tried to help out an ex-boyfriend, and this is my expirience:WE WERE TXTINGMe: hello!Dustin: Ello :)Me: how r u?Dustin: good. u?Me: pretty goodDustin: I have a girlfriendMe: congrats!!Dustin: I knowMe: I'm seeing someone tooDustin: I don't careMe: ?? R u ok?Dustin: NoMe:...

My cousin Adrian won't let anyone kill anything. He won't even let me kill a cockroach without throwing a tantrum saying 'What if I sqaushed you??'. He's 19, and acts like he's 12. He even has a problem with eating fruit!!! Yet, he likes to make fresh orange juice evryday, I confronted him on it:Adrian: *Humming 'What's My Age Again?' by Blink 182*Me: Hola AdrianAdrian: *WAVES*Me: Whatcha...

My friend Stacie and IMe: Hellos!Stacie: Hi AngelicaMe: ByeStacie: What?Me: Huh?Stacie: What?Me: Where?Stacie: You're confusing me!Me: I knowStacie: You're meanMe: I'm not mean, you're just a sissy.Stacie: OuchMe: I'm just kiddingStacie: I knowMe: Hey!Stacie: Hello!Me: What?Stacie: Huh?Me: Stop it!Stacie: *LAUGHS*Me: So how are you?Stacie: Good. You?Me: GoodStacie: Are you sure?Me: I'm...

Friday, sept 25Me and my friend GaryGary: Who did you have a crush before you and Andy started dating?Me:*points to a guy* HimGary: What!? He probably doesn't even know you exist!Me: Well, gee! Don't I feel better!Gary: Just sayingMe: Well, don't 'just say' anything thenGary: FineMe: You're not so perfect either, GaryGary: Well, niether are you. Your hair is sticking up right there. One of you...

Friday, Sept. 25This is me and my friend Kimberly joking around in classKim: HeyMe: 'Sup dudeKim: I'm not a guyMe: You sure about that?Kim: YupMe: I beg to differKim: Shut upMe: You can't hide it foreverKim: Whatever*Teacher walks over*Teacher: Ladies is there a problem here?Me: 'Sup teacherTeahcer: Hello dear*I turn to Kim and pretend to blush* Me: She called me dear!Teacher: What were you guys...

Here's some things you might laugh at about my weird family.1. We have NO CABLE.The reason why we don't have cable, is because no one really watches it anyway :)2. Everyone in my family plays at least 1 instrument(I live w/ my mom, brother and sister, 2 cousins, and my uncle). My mom plays the drums. My uncle plays the bass, electric, and acoustic guitars, and the drums. My cousin Adrian plays...

April 14,2009Today, my friend began cutting herself (again). So I called her after school, to see if there was any way that I could help her. She said " No... No one can help me... I'm going to commit suicide. " So after that, I basically break down crying.After that, my friend Albert call's me to tell me that he nolonger wants to be friends.Soon after that, my BFF and her boyfriend get into an...

Yesterday I was supposed to go to the movies with my friends. I planned the whole thing, so you can say it was MY idea. I planned and prepared for 2 weeks. So, on the day we're supposed to go, my 'friends', go behind my back and plan a time when I CAN'T go. They call me and say. 'Can you come at 11:00 a.m.?', when it's already 10:56 a.m. So then, I can't go to something I planned.I start crying,...

As some of you may know, that by reading this title, that this journal entry is about suicide. My suicide. I'm not very proud of it. But I feel that I should tell my experience with it.April 9, 2009 (Gerard Way's Birthday)My family left for the night. 4 whole hours to myself. I'm standing at the kitchen counter, staring at the phone. While at the same time, tears are streaming down my face. I'm...

May 10, 2009.It was 5:00 A.M. when I finnaly fell asleep. As my bad luck would have it, I had to get up at 7:00 A.M. Today is my first day meeting my new counselor Dulce. She ws nice, and asked me a series of questions. She asked if I ever hurt myself, of had suicidal thoughts, of course I replied 'Yes'. We did a phsycotherepuetic exercise. And then asked me more questions. My mother told her...

Everything is crashing around me. I don't know where to turn. I've got plenty of friends, but they don't seem to fill the empy void. I hurt so badly. I used to cut myself. But now, that doesn't seem to satisfy the pain I need. I feel that I should just disappear. Everyone's life will probably be better without me. What's wrong with me? Why can't I just be accepted? I just wish I could die. I don't...

There's always a time in your life when you say 'I'm so alone'. It's a feeling of solitude, like there's no one there for you. But your never alone. There's always someone saying that too. We've all had this feeling. We're only human. If only people could understand, that we all have feelings. People need to understand that everone has flaws. Everyone. Even the bullies. I think that bullies only...

no matter what...people are always going to talk shit.no matter what...in their eyes, you're not good enough.no matter what...to them, you are either too tall or too short.no matter what...to them, you are either too fat or too skinny.that's why, no matter what...don't listen to them. You are perfect. As long as you are happy with the way you are, you're fine. They only bullie you because you have...

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