Thank you for your comment. I really appreciate it. Hopefully you've not forgotten about my story, especially since I've just updated again. Finally. ;)
Thanks for your comment. I really appreciated it! :) and I'm beginning to think it will be a Daryl/OC. Maybe add a little triangle to the mix. Maybe. I already have my second chapter written I'm now working on my third. It will either be posted today or tomorrow. So keep an eye out! :)
I feel weird with having Norman for my icon, but it's nice haha. I usually stick with Matt but it's okay. I enjoy Norman almost as much. I KNOW I can't keep up either, there's supposed to be another.
GOOD LUCK ON YOUR DATE! :X Don't be nervous, you're awesome and he'd be a fool not to adore you!
I do too, there's a Verizon store, in Meijer and I keep looking at it like I NEED YOU every time I pass the freaking thing haha. And I had a psychologist appointment, it went well.
Haha aww. That will be fun. I've got a doctor's appointment today and I'm procrastinating on my shower. I shouldn't though cause I need one but anyway, I am hoping all goes well, I'm also hoping I get my iPhone soon cause I feel like I need it so bad haha.
I'll have to check them out! I spent most of the day sleeping but I did get up and reorganize some stuff. Which was nice cause I listened to The Hunger Games for a while, and I'm going to finish the book before I go see the movie on Friday. My dad wants to see John Carter so I was like, what if we go see both? xD
I dunno, I mean I wanna go just to go but I really should probably save my money for something I wanna go to more. I am kind of just looking for new music all around. I am hoping that will get me more in the mood to start writing more on a regular basis. I started something, but I don't exactly work on it every day. Of course I'm really trying to get my room done and I have a thousand other things on my mind right now so sitting down to write hasn't been first priority.
My room is a complete mess xD I need to reorganize it better which I think I'm going to make a list of what I need and all that. I wanna do this right man, and I think that will help me in the long run.
Emails are good haha. I would probably respond to emails better than most things. Although I need to start doing it more on a regular basis.
You could always do like fabric panels or paint a huge canvas that goes against your wall lol. I'm just going for a light gray actually so it won't be too bad. I'm working on trying to get cell phones for my dad and I and hopefully maybe going to the Mayhem Fest in July.
Anyway, I'm also trying to get myself prepared to write, I'm still unsure what is going to go where. Do you happen to maybe have MSN or Skype? :X
I finished that layout so I'll probably go ahead and make yours some time in the next week or so. I'm still trying to figure out what I want with mine, cause I was thinking The Hunger Games at first, but then you know I changed my mind and I can't really decide between who now haha. I have endless possibilities.
Anyway, I'm feeling a lot better than I did the last time I commented. Cause I moved my room around- and all by myself yet! I still have to do the design part of it all but I'm waiting until my dad says I can. I wanna order some posters from off line for A7x and probably a few other bands and I have to repaint my dresser and desk. I also have to purchase paint, a new chair, new side tables, a lamp or two and some fabric for various things in my room, and probably poster frames lol.
Yeah, he did. It made me happy haha. But I wish I could have actually met him, hopefully I will though. I will be going to another show, I know that much. Cause I really love them and I want to experience that again.
Anyway, I'll probably be making that layout in the next few days. I have the other image made I just need to code it. So it won't be long, but I don't know what else I'm going to do today.
Ugh I have so many different ideas for stories, I don't know which to start first. I know I can at least work on two at a time, but the choosing is the hard part. And then it's "fan-fic or original, and then I go into character mode.
I've been so worried about every little thing and it's a hard habit to break from. I'm trying to have a good day, because I was thinking negatively yesterday and it reflected back into the whole night, and it was awful. I couldn't even begin to explain the thoughts going on in my head man.
Plus I've been so like "They have something I'll never have" and of course it leads me into not even trying. When I know that if I don't try I'll never give my chance to succeed. I'm just wallowing in sorrow and I hate it, but I hope it goes away soon.
I am definitely a lot happier than I have been, but I don't think I can be happy until I break myself out of this shit.
I wasn't all that close no D: buttt he did tell me he loves me, so that makes up for it xD. I know someone who actually met him after the show I went to though, it made me sad that I didn't cause... well I love him haha.
Yeah, but she and I are doing our best. Which is nice that she misses me just as much.
He and I split up in like 2010 lol. He cheated on me and married her in that December, I don't know or care how he's doing. But yeah I have had a few guys interested. Though mostly I've just been keeping to myself, until I got the job anyways. I did meet a guy that I kind of like but I only met him yesterday. So that's a little soon to tell haha.
I got to see A7x in January of last year, and it was amazinggg. I want to go again, of course. I will always want to see them again and again. Also I just really want to enjoy myself now that I don't have the demands of having that relationship.
Although my head is still in an odd place, I'm actually starting to figure things out and it's nice haha.
I've mostly been working, but I'm having a good time.
I have been having to cut back time with my best friend, which has been a little hard to adjust to because I'm so used to being around all the time still. But she usually works during the day and I work third shift from 9:30 to 6am, and the latest she gets off is 8. So we do have a little time together. But I'm having a good time at work. I'm doing really well and I like it.
But I'm itching to write. Though I still need to get myself adjusted, I'm still blogging regularly and writing a few co-write updates on time but nothing in the way of anything on my own. I have plenty of ideas I just can't decide exactly what to go with first. I can't handle more than two I know that, and I need to write at least half to update with a good schedule.
Plus, I've been thinking about what's actually going on this site and what's not. Because some of the ideas I have actually don't feel appropriate for this site, they'll be too graphic. And I'm not getting myself into that whole thing, because I know my writing can get there if I do it well enough.
I guess I'm just more into my own site, but I could get more visitors if I promote here. So I don't know, I'm just trying to make the wisest decisions I can. Because my life before this year has been full of bad decisions and I don't want to continue down that path.