Well. What a day, Mibbz. What a day.I woke up with keyboard face, for one. Guess I never made it to the bed. I'll act like this never happens for now.So I get up to go get a beer. Just so you know, I never start the day with a drink (and rarely drink at all), but my subconscious told me I'd need one. Don't judge me.Well, I pop the top and there's a BANG! I jump and spill my beer a little. Bang...

When I was in Vegas I found a cat I thought had worms. I took care of her and she was my outdoor pet. Turns out she was pregnant and had 5 babies (one didn't survive, Gods rest her soul). We had 2 white ones (a short hair and a long hair) and two black and white ones (both short hair). There names are Luna, Shadow, Isis and Odin, in that order. Well we were planning to move so we had to find them...

Dearest Muse,I am so sorry, more so than you will ever know. I have both literally and metaphorically chained you to a keyboard. I have shouted obscenities at you and tried to force you to do what I want, completely neglecting your needs. You are but a child and I feel like I've been trying to get you to write an essay on your most hated subject, slapping you with a ruler each time you spell...

When I was nine, my best friend Matty told me to put the things I want the most at the top of the list. After Christmas, I'd go steal my list back from mom, then go sit on the floor and check off everything I got and see if it was the top items on my list I was given. Throughout the years and after some tests, we realized that we had revised and perfected our ultimate Christmas list. Here's all of...

Hey! I use to be on this profile all the time but when I moved I forgot my password. I made another account (Forever.Flannel) and started uploading poems. I finally cracked my password for this account though so I'm back on here. I copied my poems over from my Forever.Flannel account and then I'm gonna jump back and delete that account. So, if your friends with me on that account, please add me on...

A week ago me and my ex were beginning to talk again because I felt bad for ignoring her pleas to be just friends so I gave in. I'm with the love of my life, Brandon, and she's with.. Well. Another junkie. I'm used to her going out with drug dealers and users, it's her sad attempt to make me jealous that she didn't love me anymore. It didn't work because she broke my heart a long time ago and I'm...

I got my band back (finally) and we were thinking about recording some cover songs with me on vocals for a change. I was wondering if you guys think I should go through with it and post our stuff. :3 It's up to you, Mibba. I really don't know what to do but if we do it, the links will be up tonight.Here's the songs we can play at the time being:Paramore- When it RainsParamore- Crush, Crush,...

Well, my boyfriend never ended up coming over for Valentine's day so I went to my band mate, Lindon's house and partied. :D All we did was drink and talk about random things that made no sense but were really hilarious at the time being. Here's the best conversation of the night:L: I like faggis'.S: Fat guys? You like.. Fat guys?.. Dude.. Your so cool.L: Noooo. Not Fat Guys! Faggis'.S: What the...

Yes. I am being stalked. It's pretty flattering actually. Well, anyways. Here's the odd thing: It's my 5th grade teacher on Facebook, just lurking and messaging on everything about me. Pretty weird considering he was 30 something when I was in 5th and now I bet he's like.. Older.This journal is really pointless. Wow. I'm lame. Hope this made you laugh. Lurkers; I like you. Please comment and you...

Lately I've been leaving awesomely weird comments on journals so I'm sorry if I disturb you in any way. Yesterday I told someone I didn't have a top lip or belly button. They never replied.Anyways, the point of this journal is.. Woah. No major point besides I tried to swallow my tongue for a half hour. :3 I don't know why but I noticed I could flip my tongue all the way around, then I tried to...

Many short letters to my father that is missed dearly by me and many more.Wrote November 20, 2009.I'm sorry my grade dropped in math. I was scared to go. I was upset, too. I miss you a lot. I'm in class right now. Your proud, right? I hope so. I'm doing all this for you.Well, I just got this cute little journal from my counselor. It's really pretty.I wish I could see you again. Just one more day....

I need a little bit of music to my songs and it doesn't matter if it's acoustic or not. The sound I'm looking for varies from hard rock/ death metal to alternative 90's. I just want a little bit of guitar to cover my horrible voice. I've posted the links to the songs below. You can scan through them and pick one or more. I promise if you can help me out, you'll be credited and a link to your Mibba...

Sucks.1) My moms in the hospital. She got into a car accident earlier and her lungs collapsed. They won't let me go see her.2) School. My grades are horrid now and my teachers think I'm a heroin addict. The counselor makes this big ordeal in class about my cutting problems.3) Dad left me.4) That boy in computer class.5) Relationships. Ugh. Need I say more?-----------------------I don't know why...

But I can't. Anyways.. Back to the point of this journal. I don't even know WHY I'm bothering to write this.Point of the journal:I'm not here to make friends. And especially not girlfriends OR boyfriends. I'm here to write stories and poems. I obviously don't care about what anyone thinks of me on this site besides Dujo and my perfect most delightful girlfriend. That's all that matters to me...

Today, I told my best friend to go home. I took my dog for a walk instead of going to band practice. I watched Casper alone in my room instead of thinking playing football with Jussi. I went and got pizza instead of cooking a healthy dinner. Today, I remembered it was the first day of October. Exactly twelve days till Molly and Andi's death anniversary. I thought of suicide at least five times...

My life.. Down the tubes. Yup. Sadly. And to let you all know, it all started with a bottle of bleach and a tattoo gun.Exhibit A: The words 'Slytherin Princess.' tattooed on my lower back. :) It's alright. Just a bit shaky. I actually am glad I got it. It makes me feel.. Hm. B**chin'! :D It's in black, and it has a green snake wrapped around it. My best friend Emily, her dad did it. He's so nice!...

Banners and/or Icons:I can make some. =] I finally put picture it on my laptop so.. Yay me! Anyways, all's I need is:-Color of background-Picture(s)-WritingSchool:Okay, so I was talking to my friend, Princess before the last bell rang and my weird teacher, Ms. Holiday (ha ha.) told me to stay after class. I kinda freaked out since it's ONLY the second day of school, no one has got in trouble yet,...

Co-writer!I've been looking for someone to help with some of my Joker stories and my original fic Just Another Bullet but since no one really seemed interested I decided I'll make a Draco Malfoy story. But, I need a co-writer for it! For the co-writing, I prefer going on an IM and writing it back and forth instead of me writing a chapter, then they write a chapter. But, if your really willing to...

#1: Where the Hell I've Been.Once upon a time, there was a sloppy little teenager with a bad mouth and various addictions. Well, one day she came across a boy, who she thought was her friend but ended up harming her in more than one way. Then, she finds out her best friend is going into the hospital. And her stupid brother has been in jail for a while, and now they're practically screwing him over...

Okay, it's like... One fifteen in the morning and I can't sleep due to my headache, I feel like someone drove a Mac Truck over my head 50,000 times. And then the temperature of my house feels like an outrageous 1,000 degrees. And to top it all off.... Nobody is up yet and I'm bored. Yeah. Maybe I exaggerated on the headache and heat part but I'm just really screwed up today.But, anyways... The...