So, their is this guy, and I guess you could call him a friend; I'm not really sure. Anyway, he's the varsity quarter back for the football team and the last few days hes been messaging me about bondage, and bondage sex, and it's beginning to creep me out a bit. When he first starting asking me questions about it I didn't really mind because he would just straight up say what he wanted to know and...

I'm totally in love here and she worked all weekend. First I thought that she was mad at me and just didnt want to talk to me, because I was starting to annoy her or somthing but then I found out that she just didnt have the time or somthing. Well, it used to be that if she worked all day she would call and tell me or call and say hi or somthing. She actually had an excuse this time. She said that...

She dumped me, then we worked this out and got back together.As my last journal is read, she dumped me again and this time I was positive it was over for good. Well now, she's realizing what she did was a mistake and that she still loves me. I thought about a lot of stuff after she dumped me and even after that, I still felt empty. I'm still completely and totally head over heels for her, I'm just...

She finally did it. My girlfriend, or should I say my ex, actually dumped me. This time it's for good. She promised a long time ago that as soon as she stopped loving me, she would tell me; she has yet to do that. She refuses to tell me that she doesn't love me because she still does. It's very hard to believe though. After the things she has done since then. We have only been seperated for about...

Okay so my girlfriend broke off our engagement.She didnt really give a reason as to why but just did it. Its really confusing. I havent gotten to talk to her for a while. Shes been really sick, and really stressed so now im really worried. I miss being able to talk to her. Shes my best friend.. I just really hope that things get back to the way that they used to be.Im going to add a bunch of...

I only get to talk to my girlfriend (fiance) when her parents let her call me. I get so upset and can cry for hours with no stop, but when I finally get to talk to her, I can't stop smiling. It's so weird. I guess it's because I love her so much. I can't help it. She works a lot and now that she has more family staying with her, we probably will end up talking even less. As long as I get to hear...

She told me she loved me. She asked me out and proposed and said that i made her so happy. What happend to that? What happend to never leaving me? What happend to forever, and eternity? What happend to never letting go and never saying goodbye?I guess promises are for the weak and foolish. They are never really taken to the grave or given any notice to.I didnt do anything wrong. Didnt do anything...

So, Im finally a senior and its supposed to be the best year ever. Ha, no. Most of my teachers shouldn't even be teaching. It's like they took the job so they could torcher students.Anyway. Both my girlfriend and i have started back to school leaving us with almost no time to talk, so im pretty blah most of the time. Shes all i think about and i dont have the slightest idea as to what im supposed...

For a while my girlfriend has been working so much we havent been able to talk and its killing me inside. Its horrible, i cant stop crying or thinking about how much i miss her. To make everything worse shes now grounded for the next week and i dont have any clue as to how im gonna be happy at all. Shes the only thing that makes me smile and I love her so much. I feel like dying.When school starts...