Oh the Boredom

So my quarantine actually started about a week and a few days before they advised everyone to stay at home because I had gotten the flu. So I have cabin fever going on. I really wasn't doing a whole lot before but I was still getting out. And well now, I almost had a panic attack in Walmart because I had to go in and get some things. This time has been horrible on my anxiety. It's hindering my...
March 31st, 2020 at 10:25pm

A Prequel to Ties That Bind?(Updated)

So I was chatting with PhenoBarbiDoll last, getting the deets on how she would like her character to be described back in 2006. It was for a flash back filler chapter that I wanted to use because while I love how I’m writing the story, but I had decided I wasn’t super happy with the original chapter 3. So I forwent that chapter and posted the one after it. Well while writing the flashback my...
February 9th, 2020 at 01:44am

Regarding the Stories(Updated)

So when it comes to one's self we're our own worst critics, right? Well I certainly am my own. I'm not loving how I've written either of the stories I have up. So they will be going under construction. A lot of reading over and rewriting. They'll be up for the next week and then I'll be deleting the chapters. I think that's why I'm having such an issue writing them. That and stress -_- . I have a...
December 6th, 2019 at 06:32pm

Let's Talk About the Big A and Story News

The big A. Anxiety. I haven't always had this. Depression I've had off and on for years. I know roughly around the age it started. Anxiety just snuck up on me and took root. I would never wish something like this on someone. Ever. The constant what ifs. Or the overthinking. I literally didn't sleep worth a crap for almost a week because I would think about everything when I was trying to sleep and...
October 6th, 2019 at 07:17am

So I Went Back

In a previous blog I had described my issues with my job toward the end of it. Well I went back. I was asked sometime at the beginning of July if I would be interested in watching the little one again. My cousin really wanted to go back to work. Up until I was asked anytime I had been with them she would mention that she never realized exactly what my day was like until she started doing it.And in...
August 6th, 2019 at 08:48pm

Alright Guys

So I have my first new story going in quit some time now. I’ve been trying hard to get updates written for the current “active” story. But I’m really excited about this new one. It’s gonna feature mostly Asking Alexandria and Black Veil Brides. But it will include Bullet for my Valentine a little and possibly Avenged. So here is your chance to get you a guy and be in the story.All the...
May 31st, 2019 at 05:46pm

Where to Begin...

I guess I'll start with the blog I posted at the beginning of the year. I had talked about coming back. Having changed my name back to my original and how during Dec or well the holiday season I hit a depressive patch. Well I had every intent of coming back until my life had become so stressful.So about mid Jan I came down with something pretty awful. I'm pretty sure it was an upper respiratory...
May 24th, 2019 at 06:20am