Can Anyone Help Me With This?

So drama in my life doesn’t seem to end. It just keeps on coming. And I can’t seem to keep away from it. I’m not the one to start it but like it seems like I’m somehow shoved into it. I think it’s because people know they can hurt me and I’ll forgive them. I don’t know how to not forgive people, no matter how many times they hurt me. I guess you could say I let people walk all over...
November 8th, 2008 at 03:07am

Or If He Will Even Care

I guess you could call this a goodbye. Not to mibba, definitely not to mibba. But to someone I used to call my best friend. He’s a great guy. He’s super tall, and he’s smart, and he’s funny, and he’s a total dork but he was like my big brother. He looked after me. He was there when I was sad. He was there when I was happy. He was always there. And now, he’s gone. He didn’t die. But I...
October 25th, 2008 at 06:35pm

Why Is Everything So Hard?

Why is everything so hard? Even keeping a conversation is hard now. I miss how things used to be. I was safe then, I didn’t have to worry about my health or my friends health or anything. I was just me. And now everything is thrust upon me at once. And I don’t know how to deal with it. Is this what high school is really about? Pushing you until you break? Am I supposed to be some strong...
October 17th, 2008 at 04:44am

Not Up To Me

So I’ve been waiting on this guy for a while. I’ve pretty much liked him for two years. He finally likes me back (hallelujah!). But (there’s always a but) he’s still having trouble getting over his last relationship. He doesn’t like her, but he’s hurt from her. He’s not ready to date me but I’ve been ready to date him. I’m just sitting here waiting around for him and I feel...
September 6th, 2008 at 09:22pm

What Doesn't Kill Me Makes Me Stronger

Have you ever been really hurt? Not just oh that hurts. No. Betrayed hurt. The type of hurt you go into your room and cry about until your cheeks are streaked black from the mascara you were wearing. That’s what I’m going through. Friends walk in and out of my life like I’m a door and they don’t mind hurting me during the process.I don’t know whom to turn to anymore. I don’t want to...
September 6th, 2008 at 04:55am