January 9th, 2010 at 09:50pm
i love you. i'm sorry i forgot that for while. and i'm seriously sorry for how long it's been since we've last spoken, i'm actually going through shit right now you wouldn't even believe. this has been the worst few months of my life. but it totally shouldn't involve you, and usually i can keep all that shit seperate, but every time i came on here, i couldn't think what to tell you. i think it's better if you don't know. i'm almost through the worst of it anyway.
so how are you? i haven't seen you in so long, it's really has made me realise that you ARE one of my best friends, effy. and you aren't getting rid of me that easy. :) and your best friend is gay? i love when that happens! it's so nice she told you. people keep coming out to me, i swear to god, it's like i'm some sort of homosexual magnet. i have literally been in social relapse, though, so i have zero news. except it's snowing so much here, it's ridiculous. it's fun to watch people fall over from the window. :)
"what with barbie here being ree-diculously book smart to the point where she has almost no interpersonal skills, and you being warm and cuddly as an unpotty trained labradoodle and about as useful in high-stress medical situations as an un-potty trained labradoodle, *together* the two of you make one barely passable doctor. slash labradoodle."
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7CT0a-Hgumo
watch it if you need a laugh.
also this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-TNckXgfYhA
what's going on here? i can't believe curtis went to work for top gear. some things are too weird. but i'm sort of okay with the change, at least i can understand what the fuck oli's SAYING some of the time. :)
plus this:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3INoafnTHJ0
i can't stop listening to this. but wtf is up with josh franceschi's new hair. it kind of makes me want to beat him with a hair straightener. kind of. i hope it involved some sort of accident/prank/bet with an electric razor, whereas he had to shave half of his hair off. the twat.
that's pretty much all my news. i mean, i haven't seen anyone except like, my best mates. i've spoken to people on msn and facebook, obviously, but that so doesn't count. for christmas i had to do the whole families thing. and new years i just tried my best to get drunk on red wine. i didn't. or at least not drunk enough. :/ how was yours?
and some so called mates are fucking up my life, as in not inviting me or two of my best mates to parties or concerts anymore. i have no fucking clue what's going on there, except this girl they started hanging around with hates me. so i think it's obvious what's going on there. when i missed a gig last week a lot of people i know were all "what happened?". it fucking sucked, they thought i didn't go on purpose or some shit. so yeah, that's most of my life down the shitter. :) i have to actually organise things for myself now, and find out what's going on. so no social life. yayyy. :( my electric guitar and i are currently best friends. my mum yells at me when i pay bmth riffs, especially chelsea smile. but what does she want from me? you have to play it loud, with lots of crunch. this is the teletubbies theme song. :)
also, i of course have a new object of my affections, but he's my cousin's (i see most of my whole family everyday, everybody on my mum's side lives in my town) best mate, and my cousin has banned us from dating. whether to protect me or his friend, who knows. but that just makes it more exciting, so it's totally on there. :)
how about you? and omigod, how's it going with... jake? i will be seriously embarrassed if i get this wrong. :L
did you see the big fat quiz of the year 09, btw? "i know my laugh sounds like a seal being molested. please ignore that."
xX
oh, and UPDATE UPDATE UPDATE. please? :)