I Hope You're As Happy As You're Pretending.

I couldn't calculate the hours I've spent waiting to get out. You've chained me to this town, and I was glad you weren't going to ever let me go.You were the reason I stayed in this town.Now you're not here for me to stay for.You could always handle scissors so well, but I'd never think you'd use them on my heart. Cause that's what you did, you cut my heart in little pieces. I can't remember the...
August 12th, 2008 at 05:48am

I'm glad I understand now.

So that's it.That's the reason you talked to me.To have your tongue between my lipsand to have your hands on my hips.To feel superior to someone greater than you.For the first time to feel good,to have pleasure.to be pleasured.I'm glad I can understand the concept,now I won't make a fool of myself next time I fall in love with you.I'm sure winter will be my favorite time.Winter keeps you so far...
August 6th, 2008 at 11:04pm

Cool Whip's Always Good to Me

I endured the kind of pain that you could only react with by sucking in your stomach and raising your arms so high you couldn't feel them anymore.I need to get that lighter out of my room.I had promised myself for a week that I would take it out, it wouldn't bother me anymore if it wasn't there. But I love it so much, I love the smell of burning. I'm just curious. I just want to burn the world to...
August 6th, 2008 at 05:28am

Without Need

Your smell didn't smell as strongly as I remembered since the last time I had thought of you. Temptation had no bona fide offer to give me today. I was not in need of anything.At least not today.That's what scares me the most. The fear of needing you the most and the thought of not needing you at all. Sometimes I think about how my life would be like without you. Without something I need. You're...
August 6th, 2008 at 05:26am