Quote of the Day
" Cool... like the other side of the pillow"
Manage Me, I'm A Mess
turn the page i'm a book half unread...I'm not always happy. I'm a hopeless romantic; keword: hopeless. I believe that the stars we see now are the same as they've always been. In a hundred years, no one will know us but they'll see them, and smile. I hate it when people argue. I wish on 11:11, and I smile at strangers on the street. I'll always believe in faith and trust, and pixie dust. I'm competative. I love animals. Random. Sarcasm is a second language to me. I wish I had the confidece to be who I really am around the people I know.
I'm Losing Myself
trying to compete , with everyone else instead of just being me...I don't speak my mind even though there is a lot going on in that tiny bit of space. I'm afraid people will judge me, so I don't put the real me out there very often. I'm fat. Trust me; it's a fact. I'm working on that though. I work out at the gym four times a week. I'm scared of cars. I'm 19 and I don't even drive. (I'm working on that too).I want to get out of my boring little town and go somewhere I've never been. I'm constantly told that's never going to happen. The people that surround me don't know what's going to hit them. I'm diving in there's nothing left to loose, one day soon, I'm gonna break down these walls I've built arround myself. They won't know what hit 'em 'cause they don't know me yet.
Not-so-Daily Update
March15,2010Sick as I never thought possible. H1n1? I hope not 'cause I'm going to class in the morning. No way can I miss more. I need to buy and immune system on Ebay. I hope they have one that fits. : ) *Leigh;;