I made a very stupid mistake a very long time ago. And it has come back to slap me across the face.I miss you. I miss you smile, your hair, your eyes, your presence. Why did I say those things?I was wrong, and I am grateful that you have accepted my apologies over time. I am lucky to even talk to you for I am not worthy in your eyes anymore.I love you still. But there is nothing I can do.I see new...