What's New

Okay so it's been a really long time since you guys have seen any activity from me, and a lot has changed. First of all I am 19 now and it kinda sucks because I'm in an awkward stage of life, like in limbo. lol. I can't really do much and not only that but the majority of my friends up here in college are older than me...well one of my favorites is actually younger but I usually forget about that...
January 29th, 2012 at 04:08pm

What We Did At Lunch A Few Minutes Ago.

Okay so my friends and I have some inside jokes. I, of course, am a tid stupid about it and I constantly re-tell them and start new ones.The one that everyone keeps saying at the moment is about my friend Andrea and her friend Tim. Well i think they are together now but I'm not sure. Tim is short and a person who loves nature. So I call him a fairy. Or at least I did. He was a fairy and his throw...
June 3rd, 2010 at 06:19pm

talking about nothing

so im moving again. no surprise. im getting a tattoo. big surprise. my brother had a baby and is getting married soon. school sucked. im surprised i passed besause i was really lazy this year and focused on non-school stuff. busted my head open like two days ago. and yeah. crappy. lates mates. more words. great. why? i don't know. i don't really have much to say. well i do but i don't feel like...
July 21st, 2009 at 02:56am

wow....CHICKEN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA

LOLA. DUDE IM HYPER. I HAD SKITTLES AND COLA. LOLA. LOLA. I'M GONNA BE AN AUNT AGAIN. IT BETTER BE A GIRL, IF IT'S NOT I'LL BEAT UP MY BROTHER. I DON'T WANT ANY MORE NEPHEWS!!!!!!!!! GOT A NEW CELL PHONE. THANKSGIVING KICKED ASS FOR ONCE. I DIDN'T EAT ANYTHING THOUGH. WHY AM I WRITING IN ALL BIG LETTERS? IDK, BUT I'M TOO LAZY TO CHANGE IT. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA HA. I'M...
November 29th, 2008 at 03:31am

It's been a while! (more on Matt Delanko)

okay so i just got done doing some research on my friend Matt Delanko. i found out a lot. some of the articles say that he was shot AND ran over by a truck, while others say that he was not. i don't know the truth but i do know that his 'freind' did it. they where going to go drinking but found a car or something with it's keys in it and took it for a joyride. after hitting their heads on the roof...
October 8th, 2008 at 03:48am

Matt Delanko R.I.P. (we all love you forever. shit and giggles, man because it's fricking A. i'm so sorry)

last saturday one of my really good friends died, but i didn't know. i didn't watch the news and i haven't been answering my phone for a while. i feel like the worst friend ever because it feels like i abandon him when he never abandon me. i didn't find out until like five minutes ago and his wake was today and i didn't get to say my final goodbyes. my friends say that he didn't look like Matt....
September 19th, 2008 at 04:20am

Moving....AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay so i just moved in with my mum and to pittsburgh not to long ago, now guess what...i'm moving again. but instead of staying with my mum, i have to move back in with my dad. i don't want to move. on top of that though, we're moving back to england. i mean i just got settled at school, beings that it was different for me and that i got classes that i love and i have to move...to be...
September 16th, 2008 at 10:34pm

Finland

okay so my dad took the family to visit my grandmama before school starts and i love being with her. she is so cool and she's really laid back. i'm messing around with my laptop, that doesn't want to let me fix the clock since its really like 11 p.m. here not 3 a.m. so yeah. i'm so tired that i really can't spell right now. i can't wait until tomorrow, because i get to see my Uncle Jussi. i miss...
August 22nd, 2008 at 10:07am

He Did What?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay so i'm still over my dad's house. actually i'm in my room eating breakfast and i'm never coming out until i go home to my mummy. so here's the lastest deal. i have Lupus, and i have take a lot of meds for it, one of many is i have take shot every couple of days. Lupus is a blood disease that messes up your immune system. instead of the white blood cells attacking bad things, they attack your...
August 17th, 2008 at 05:40pm

Daddy Dearest My Butt

my dad just decided that i would go shopping with my stepmother tomorrow to as he put it 'get better looking clothes' what the heck dude? he's the one that got me into the 'punk/goth/emo' thing in the first place, when my mum said it was okay for me to listen to music. i can't believe he would turn on me like this. no wait... i do believe he would do this to me. he's always done something to me...
August 17th, 2008 at 03:34am

THANK YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

okay so i got a lot of great advice but if there's still more coming then great. anyway i just wanted to say thank you to everyone who gave me advice so far. right now i'm over my fathers house, which kinda sucks besause it's like three hours away from my mum and i was stuck in the car with some old man who smelled really bad. no i'm joking. i love Richard. (the person who drives me around when...
August 16th, 2008 at 04:43pm

The Beginning

okay so i was born in France, in Lyon to be exact. when i was two years old i saw one of my older brothers, Jonathan, shot twice and was killed insantly. that day i was out side and some guy really hated my mum so he drove by and starting shooting and Jonathan jumped right in front of me to protect me. after that my mum had a mental breakdown and my twin sister and i went to go live with my dad....
August 16th, 2008 at 06:06am

HE YELLED AT ME!!!!!!!!!!!!! please i need advice on what to do now!!!!!!!!!!!!

Okay so my dad just called and starting yelling at me because i broke three windows like a month ago and i 'didn't tell him' which is complete bull because i called him right after i did it. (he was in Finland visiting my grandmama) he is such a..... grrrrrrr i don't even have a word for what he is. then he goes on and on about how i hate my step mum rachel. and it's true, i do and i make it...
August 16th, 2008 at 04:44am

traffic and thinking

hey, i just got back from my summer classes and i just realized how much it bugs me to get every morning and like drive downtown and sit in traffic most of the time. you know sitting there i had a lot of time to think and i just thought about how much i don't wanna go to college. i really hate school and why would you continue to do something you hate? then i thought about how my mum and dad would...
August 15th, 2008 at 06:31pm

HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OKAY can someone tell me how to actually get the story on here? like i just tried and it did everything but show me where the story actually goes. so someone help!!!!!!! okay it is really confusing here. more confusing then i thought it would be. GAH!!!!!! this is soooooooooooooo annoying. i hate not knowing what i'm doing. i really do. i like knowing exactly what i'm doing. it's why i do so good...
August 15th, 2008 at 04:29am

heya

okay so i have been here for like a day and i feel really comfortable, which is weird. i guess i should tell more about myself. well i'm like 67" and i have no clue my hair color is since i dye it every couple of weeks. at the moment it's dark brown. actually i think that's my natural hair color. i'm really hyper, i'm addicted to pop and cookies and grilled cheese. i take college classes every...
August 14th, 2008 at 11:21pm