I'mNotListening

Name
I'mNotListening
Age
30
Gender
Female
Location
United States
Joined date
August 23rd, 2008

The World Is A Vampire

Salut, I'm Crys (pronounced Chris) and I'm what you could vaguely describe as a girl. I'm a walking contradiction, music zombie, and a negative creep from the state of New Joisey. There's not much to say about me; I'm not that difficult to understand. I hate homophobia, I hate people who use words like "faggot", I hate racism, I hate "emo", and I hate pretty much everything besides music.

I don't believe in God, I never did. I also don't believe in treating people like they are God.

My infatuations currently include Marilyn Manson, MCR, The Used, GNR, eye-makeup, and writing. Everything dies out eventually.

I think happiness is an artificial feeling, created by your body to assure you to keep on living. No one stays happy forever, something comes along that makes everything crash down on you. Doing drugs gives you longer doses of that artificiality, hopefulness, the feeling that you're on top of the world. But that also ends in certain disaster.

I'm ranting, I do this a lot, just so I have something to say; so I won't be boring. I try my hardest not to care what other people say, but I care more than most people do. I'm not listening to my conscience. I'm pretending. I'm a fake.

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My Chemical Romance didn't save my life. They rescued me. They're not emo, they're not some sort of death cult. My Chem is My Chem. Stand up fucking tall, don't let them see your back. Take my fucking hand and never be afraid again.

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Quinnie, Bertie, Jepha...and Branden. Dan Whitesides has gone missing! Everybody panic!

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Look at that. They're just cute.

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Putting holes in happiness...

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Ray and Bert, Bert and Ray. My two role models.

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It's Chrissie, bitch.

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Can you keep a secret?

I'm Not Listening to:

30 Seconds To Mars, Aiden, Avenged Sevenfold, Bikini Kill, Blink 182, Bright Eyes, Bon Jovi, Bouncing Souls, The Cure, David Bowie, Dresden Dolls, The Eagles, Fall Out Boy, Finch, FM Radio, Foo Fighters, Funeral For A Friend, Grateful Dead, Green Day, Goo Goo Dolls, Guns N' Roses, Hedley, HIM, Iron Maiden, The Killers, KoRn, Leathermouth, Led Zeppelin, Lexington Down, Linkin Park, Marilyn Manson, Misfits, Mudhoney, My Chemical Romance, Nirvana, Paramore, Pansy Division, Pearl Jam, Pencey Prep, Pink Floyd, Queen, Radiohead, Ramones, Rise Against, Rolling Stones, School Boy Humor, Smashing Pumpkins, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, The Used, Van Halen, Velvet Revolver, The Who, ZZ Top, etc.