http://www.youtube.com/user/Nichole337#p/u/83/7BVvNE78lyc
Lol, watch this. It is sooo funny!
This girl actually thinks she can sing!
Ik, that was really mean, but seriously, watch it and you'll agree(:
Omfg,
:D You'll be a swagtastic shrink!
That helped [b][i]alot.[/i][/b]
Bahaha, slap her? That would be super funny.
Thank you :) Btw, I'll be updating soon.
what what the trigger for this exact episode? [b] Well, my mother: marrying a man she does not love, or so I think. She worshipped him in high school and I think she's just using him to live out her fantasies. She has claimed to be saved by God, also. But I think it's just to keep him at her side. Then there's my step-sister: she steals from me, copies me, and at times I wonder if she's trying to take my temperature, for she is always up my butt. And I've caught her stealing my things and trying to decieve me. I tell my mother who says she'll talk to her if she catches her, but when she does catch her, she just says "Stealing is bad, blah, blah, BLAH!" Then ther would be just about my whole family: I wish to make something big of myself one day, an actress or a singer, perhaps. But they tell me my dreams will change. They won't. I've wanted this for as long as I can remember. They just tell me I need to finish school thru to college and become a doctor of some sort. My parents, both in particular: They say they care but I wonder if they mean it. My happiness means as much as a puddle of mud to them.[/b]
how long has it been going on?[b] On and off for about a year, maybe two. It seems to be getting worse and keeping me sad for longer.[/b]
have you seeked any help?[b] No, my mother thinks me barking mad and will have absolutely nothing to hear of it; that I am only being "dramatic."[/b]
how serious is it?[b] Sometimes it can get pretty bad. I get so confused and frustrated that I feel like crying. And lately I've been wondering about even my best friends. People compliment on my humor all time time, and I wonder if I didn't plaster that fake smile on my face if they would still love me as they say.[/b]
Life is as dull as a modern housewife from the late 1800s. Dr.Jeyantha, can you help me?
Lol, your rambling is fine, and I'm sorta on a depression right now.
I'll get over it eventually, I'm sure.
That's the reason why I haven't updated my junk D:
Gah, people must hate me, lol
Yayayayayayyayyayay!!
So I'm guessing I did good, eh?
:B I wanted to go ahead and put that out there because even [i]I[/i]
was waiting for you to find out!
Baha, how awesome am I?!
Oh my Gosh! I feel so accomplished! Haha :)
Bye-bye now. ;]
HAPPY NEW YEAR =D
It's alright, you have the right to go out on your own. You really don't need my authorization to do whatever, y'know? Sure, I miss you around here, but meh - it's alright :]
Well, the evening was calm. Only me, my parents, my sister, her husband and her cat (called Sun), so it was peaceful, yet I had a lot of fun. We watched TV, played games, talked, yadda yadda yadda. Nothing too big, but that's the usual :)
How was yours? How was Germany? =D
Well, welcome back ^^
it looks like you're gonna have a lotta fun with the snow. It doesn't snow much here, in Portugal, only on the highest mountains and that's quite far away from where I live, but I've seen it once. And despite the cool, it's actually really nice XD
And well, I've been okay. School ended for two weeks of vacation; Christmas break and all. But I've got to work on school papers, so yeah, it's gonna be some busy vacation. I'll try to write something, though.
Oh, actually, pay attention on Christmas eve, or some days later, because I'm posting somehting new for the occasion ;P
Apart from that, everything is just FINE. I'm at my sister's right now; we're waiting for my brother-in-law and we're gonna have dinner as soon as he gets home from work. We do this quite a lot, actually, since we live somewhat close to each other. It's cool :)
And it's gonna be some cool two weeks too ;D
YAY, you won =D well I was already familiar with volleyball, and we even played it every single year in Ph. Ed at Portuguese schools, so yeah. That explanation was unnecessary, but it doesn't mean that you lost your time. It was something else we needed to share, lmao.
The test went okay, fortunately. We just had to do research and translate two texts, and they were kinda easy, so yeah :) it was pretty simple. I just gotta wait for the results XD
And it really is better to have classes at night. We do a lot more stuff in the afternoons, because we're not tired from classes in the morning and etc. But sometimes it can be really bad, because you don't know where to go if it's raining --' but yeah, it's really good.
HELLO =D
Well, I'm very glad you had a nice weekend with your cousin. It's always amazing to spend time with the closest people to us, even if only for one hour or two.
And well my day has been pretty lazy. All my days are lazy, because I only have classes at night, so I always spend the mornings in bed and the afternoons on the computer XD unless it's Wednesday, because that's when I usually visit one of my best friends at the moment, or if it's Saturday or Sunday, because I spend those days with my family. So today has been... normal. I don't really feel the cold, because I got up, ate breakfast, took a shower and came back to bed XD I'm just waiting for the right time to go to classes; oh man, I have a translating test at 6.30 >.<
Oh, you didn't tell me about the game. Did your team win?!
Oh. I hope the game went well, and that you have a splendid meeting with your cousin :D
Sometimes I wonder what it'd be like to travel a lot, y'know? Unfortunately, I've only been to, like, Lisbon --which is kinda far away from that tiny village where I live, lol-- and to Spain, back at my final year of High School. Apart from that, I've barely left my home >.< awful.
Yeah, the weather has been crazy. Last week, the rain poured like a fucking lunatic, and this week I totally wore sunglasses. How crazy is that? XD
First of all, good luck for tonight :)
and enjoy Germany, enjoying whatever reason you have to be in a German hotel room XD
And it's not exactly weird to love the rain. I know people who love the rain so much that they go outside just to enjoy it, so maybe that's weirder. Right now, it's sunny down here. And it's like, idk, this week has been weirdly sunny XD Yesterday I wore sunglasses and I hadn't touched them since, like, idk, September? Ha, I hate this instable weather that we've been having; we never predict if we're having a sunny or rainy day tomorrow, and it sucks, because I can't make plans at all, fearing they might have to be changed and etc. Ugh.
Lol, watch this. It is sooo funny!
This girl actually thinks she can sing!
Ik, that was really mean, but seriously, watch it and you'll agree(: