Ugh! Why must I be so bad at contributing to conversation? Seriously, it's very annoying. I've been talking with this guy he's actually my brother-in-law's friend on Facebook for months and our conversations never last long. He'll say something and I won't know how to respond to it. It sucks because I really enjoy talking with him. And I'm blaming this on my shyness. It doesn't just happen with...

I want to get back into writing. I really miss it. I feel bad for not writing. For a while, I've been in a kind of slump where I'll start writing a story and delete it because it isn't coming out the way I want it to. It's super frustrating and annoying. I still want to write because I still come up with ideas. I got one last night for a romance story. Might never actually write it because I don't...

sarcasm intendedFor the past couple of days, I've been trying to develop a strep throat since my throat has been feeling scratchy. I was hoping that it was nothing and it would pass but nope. My voice just went hoarse today. And it's just my throat. I feel completely fine. No head cold. So, is this even consider being sick? Now that I think about it I haven't had a strep throat since elementary...

Tbh, I can't believe its already Christmas. I swear this year had just started. I haven't opened any gifts yet, just hiding in my room on the laptop. My sister, her husband and son are here. Someone is doing a lot of banging in the livingroom, which woke me up (I needed to get up anyway, it's almost noon), but that's probably my dad putting together my nephew's minions big wheel. Who knew so much...

Seriously, is it really that time of the year again? Where has the year gone? I feel like we just celebrated Halloween. It doesn't even feel like Halloween! I think Lettuce is playing an April Fools joke on me. I'm on to her. Oh, oops. Sorry, forgot. Lettuce is my six month old kitten. Yes, I named my kitten Lettuce. Don't judge me.I'm not going out tonight. No friends means I'm going to no...

I was supposed to spend this month outlining my nano story, but I procrastinated. Oops. Let's just blame the story I was revamping, Yaoi manga -don't judge me- and Dan and Phil because they helped. I do have a rough outline of how many chapters there will be and some events that may or may not actually happen. But I don't have a full outline yet. And I should be doing that now. I'm just...

I shouldn't be doing it, but I am. For the past five days I've been typing out a Harry Potter fanfiction I wrote nine years ago and posting it onto fanfiction.net. Why am I doing this? Because I want to. I shouldn't be, though. I should be re-outlining my nano story. I keep telling myself I have all of next month to do the outline again. But really I'm just procrastinating. And typing out this...

My tablet's screen got cracked. I have no idea how. I've dropped this thing so many times since I've gotten it and it's never cracked. This sucks because I have things on there that I never got around to getting off. I have the outline for this year's nano story on there. And my sims are going to feel as if they're being neglected. I don't how this happened. It has been on my bed, plugged into the...

I have a love/hate relationship when it comes to character/plot outlines. I might even despise them. All I want to do when I get an idea is jump right in, discover the characters and their story along the way. But I can't do that because then I worry about the characters all sounding the same and the plot might not making sense. This is not an irrational worry, either. This has happened with my...

I need to learn how to contribute to conversation. Seriously, this has been a major problem for me all of my life and frankly it's frustrating. I imagine it must be annoying to the person I am trying to have a conversation with. I'm talking with this guy on Facebook - I mentioned him in my last entry - and I really do enjoy talking with him, but when he says something like "I just got home and ate...

I've come to realize something about myself recently, I overthink too much. For the past month or two I've been talking to this guy on Facebook. He's my brother-in-law's friend and the guy who took me out on my first date about four years ago. I enjoy talking to him a lot. But I overthink and freak out about what everything I say to him. I don't know why I do this. I don't do this with anyone else...

I don't want to say its official but Grump (one of my female cats who mentioned in a blog or two) is pregnant. She's going to have little ones. Lettuce will have siblings. Half-siblings, but siblings nonetheless.I had a feeling she was pregnant. Grump was laying on my dresser, that's been her favorite spot after my desk chair decided to be a jerk and knock her off whenever she fell asleep, haha....

Almost. I almost got a female, blue eyed, Siamese cat. Two of my brothers were at some lady's house for whatever reason and she has a Siamese cat in her yard that she doesn't want anymore. The cat is about a year or two old. I would have taken her. I have always wanted a Siamese cat. And I know the cats I have won't be aggressive toward her. They'd be curious if anything. But no. My older brother...

Yes, I have jumped on the bandwagon and did the accent challenge. Why? I don't know. I was bored. You don't have to watch it, but I would appreciate if you did. It took a lot of courage and confidence that I don't have for me to do this. Also, I want to apologize before you watch the video if you can't hear me. I am a shy person. The shyness part of me was trying so hard to take over in the...

Why does it still exist? It's so embarrassing. Delete my life now, please.Like the title says, I just came across my old fanfiction.net account. Everything about it makes me want to crawl into a hole and never come out. It is so bad. The bio is freaking cringe worthy. I italicized every word. Because, you know, that was a good idea apparently. I wrote a little introduction about myself. I seemed...

Okay. She isn't mine. I'm not ready to take on the role of motherhood. Maybe one day. The baby's name is Caylee, and she is absolutely adorable. I want to cuddle her all night. I would post a picture so you could see, but I'm still a noob when it comes to the code thing. I'll figure it out one day.Right now Caylee is relaxing on the sofa with her mother. They've been sitting there for about six...

Nothing good comes out of reconnecting with your ex. I know this first hand. I'm still friends with my ex on Facebook. Recently we have started talking on a daily basis again. No one knows, expect my brother who can't understand why I'm talking to my ex again.Let me first start off by saying that when I logged back onto my Facebook account that day a few weeks ago, I had absolutely no intentions...

I haven't been on this site in months. How are all of you guys doing? I'm just here to rant. You don't have to read it. I just need to get this off my chest."You don't need to worry about finding a job. You won't say anything anyway." Is what a family friend just said to me. Me and my younger brother walked down to the nearby BP for something to drink, even though we didn't have enough money to...

Stole this from elysian's blog because she encouraged it... and I'm bored. (I'd leave a link but I don't know how to do those codes.)Name: RainierBirthday: August 15Height: five foot something... I honestly don't know.Eye color: brownHair color: brownA random fact about you: I let two certain vloggers ruin my life.Favorite band: Now that's a tough one as I don't have a specific band I enjoy...

I seriously can't. I can't take this dog anymore. I'm tired of him. He uses the bathroom in front of my door. He does it faster than I can pick it up. Faster than I can take him out. It's disgusting. He tries to get into the cats' food when I just feed him. This dog chews on my things. I caught him the other night chewing on the charger for my computer, the part where I have to plug it into the...