Now let me just say, I don't cry. I can't cry. No matter what happens or how shitty I feel, and sometimes that's really bad, I never shed a tear, no matter what. I haven't legitly cried in years, the crying where you break down and sob and your nose runs and you can't see.And that suits me just fine. I don't believe in it. I don't believe that men should cry under any circumstance. In my opinion,...

So today I got to see Otep. They played at this club on the outskirts of the nearest city, which was only like 30-40 minutes away. I am so glad that that place exists and that I know about it now, cuz I save up all of my aggression just for metal concerts, which I only go to like 2 a year. Mayhem Fest, which I live for, it's like a Muslim seeing Mecca. And Warped Tour, which is fun and all but I...

So I seem to be losing my ability to write, to my great dismay. But the one thing I can do is start a journal, since it really doesn't require creativity. But it does require an interesting life, which I don't really have, so journal updates will be few and far between. I'm actually kind of surprised I'm writing this at all, really, but this story is genuinely interesting. So bear with me and stay...