HOW COW?
it's been how long since I talked to you? TOO LONG! is the answer
I'm soo sorry for the lack of talking
I've been soo wrapped up with being out of middle school and now in high school
How have you been lovely!?
Clara
hey there Oli fan. lol
I have a story I would love if you read.
Ophelia May
and then if you get teh chance
The Button Orson FIles.
prettay prettay please? tanx much!
Hey, long time no... talk? Lol. I just wanted to see what's up (I'm assuming you're back in school at this point) and wanted to tell you that I have a few (three) new stories up if you're interested. They're all short so you don't have to worry about reading a novel like that McFly story. Lol. But anyway, what's going on in your life since it's been so long since we had a chat! :D
[b]JULI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!![/b]
my god, i am so sorry that i wasn't awake to talk last night, i fucking [i]fell asleep[/i] early. i suck hardcore lol.
but anyways, i have sooooooo much to tell you, and you have a lot to tell me, so we've gotta talk TONIGHT!!!!!
so sorry.
my sister was a bitch this morning and didn't tell me that you had sent me an IM. and when i finally answered back, you didn't :(
not your fault though lol.
soooooooooooooooooooooooooooo, i guess we'll just catch up whenever lol.
i haven't even started the snippet yet, since i'm such a bad person. but i'll do it today and send it for tomorrow; honest.
when i was 8 years old
before puberty took hold
i thought i would end up beside
a princess bride
and love was indivisible
never mind how my taste reflects
a disturbing oedipus complex
it's not awkward girl
the compliments are coming next
you're no? witch, you're no wench,
you're like bjork with better fashion sense
a phone, 50 cents, and i'm building up my confidence
respect to your work, you're an artist, i'm a silly jerk,
i think that i knew we could work
i have a total crush on you, baby
and i can't let it go, oh no
i have a total crush on you baby,
baby! if only i could let you know
we spoke no joke
i started shedding slutty girls
like snake skin
my collection
aquired through shallow misderection
and as i drive tonight
west coast sky
daring me to try
i feel alive tonight
possibility that i'm your guy
though i suffer from dyslexia,
mild manorexia
and my hair cannot commit
to one popular genre of music
and though they all claim, that a girl can't take a boy's last name
or end up divorced and estranged
i'm counting on you
i have a total crush on you, baby
and i can't let it go, oh no
i have a total crush on you baby,
baby! if only i could...
your other suitors are no poets
they're only actors who can play guitar
have i won your heart?
they're not students or screenwriters
they're only models that they taught to me
love would you? agree?
i have a total crush on you, baby
and i can't let it go, oh no
i have a total crush on you baby,
baby! if only i could...
quite sure you love me, sherri
quite sure i love you too
We should? make a verbal agreement only to kiss each other
cause one time, beneath the sky, outside my new york pigsty
i saw a vision of you and i! haha!
did it hurt? did it hurt? did it hurt when you fell from heaven girl?
did it hurt? did it hurt? did it hurt when you fell from heaven girl?
la da-da da-da da-da, la da-da da-da
la da-da da-da da-da, la da-da da-da
when i was spat onto the earth in a stream of guts
by mother nature, that green-eyed slut
i wasnt the first to get forced from a cut
in one to whom i still shall stay stuck
staring from the cradle let my eyes take in
the baby-speak of my brain dead kin
their goo-goo goggles reflecting the grin
of a chub-faced alien
well if you think im being harsh
then baby keep on counting stars
because i hate everyone upon this cursed earth
then i grew a few hairs where the sun dont shine
they packed me in a classroom to count the time
studying the history of mens minds
chasing tail and committing hate crimes
rich hippie girl with a gas guzzler
forced myself to fall in love with her
she was so strung out shed swear it never occurred
the honkey king went back on his word
the next one did the same
the blind leading the lame
all together now:
i hate everyone upon this cursed earth
how does it make you feel to be wanted?
how does it make you feel to be one of many?
how does it make you feel to be blunted?
how does it make you feel?
I hate:
Actors who seem genuine
My ex-girlfriend though shes feminine
The singer with the denim skin
That hospital in Texas
The rapper in the Lexus
The pills I ate for breakfast
Im mired in hypocrisy yet im still down with JC
I guess that everyone includes me
And thats why Im a humanist
sorry we didn't talk last night juli :(
i fell asleep :/
but to make up for it, i'll show you what i found yesterday.
circa survive, anthony's band, is in the process of making a new album, and there's a live performance ([i]which is really good actually[/i]) of their new song called Frozen Creek. it is [i]phenomenal.[/i]
probably my favorite song from them [b]ever.[/b]
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4rDP2zj6QDA
he was fucking [b]crying[/b], which made me cry.
here's the lyrics:
[i]Up on a pebble driveway
There sits a house
But it's the loneliest place
I haven't spent much time there
I wasn't allowed
It just didn't feel right
If I open both of my eyes
I still see an empty place, so empty
But if I keep them closed
And there's still a chance, that something is out there
But it's all built upon a burial ground
It just doesn't feel right
It just doesn't feel right
I made a promise to you long ago
That I'd do anything to keep this home
On top the frozen creek
I would love to take you there
Swear it froze through me
On top the frozen creek, oh
Up on the pebble driveway
There sits a house
But its the loneliest place
I haven't spent much time there
I wasn't allowed
It just didn't seem right
If I open both of my eyes
Still see an empty place, so empty
But if I keep them closed
Then there's still the chance
That someone is out there
But it's all built upon a burial ground
It just doesn't feel right
It just doesn't seem right
I made a promise to you long ago
That I'd do anything to save this home
On top the frozen creek
I would love to take you there
Swear it froze through me
On top the frozen creek
I would love to take you there
I would love to take you there
I would love to take you there[/i]
aaww, you really did cry?
would it help if i said i was an insensitive son of a bitch?
...oh my god.
i didn't even [i]mean[/i] to say son of a bitch.
[b]HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!![/b]
and dude, what the hell's a guppie? i'm guessing that it's some sort of fish???
goddammit, i love your teachers soooooooo much, i wish they were my teachers too!!!!!!
all of mine or either old or just not as cool.
or both :P
aaaaaaawwwwwww...
[b]YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER FUCKING FRIEND THAT I COULD [i]EVER[/i] HAVE!!!!![/b]
i mean seriously juli, no one else is like you.
you're so funny and very easy to talk to, and you always make me feel better after a shitty day. you can even make my already kickass days more kickass than before, if that makes any sense lol.
i can tell you anything, and i know that you won't judge me or stop being my friend all together because of it. instead, you help me through it or just be that person that's always there to give me advice.
if i could, i would swallow this whole goddamn ocean if it meant that you would be even easier to reach and we can kidnap all the hotties in the world.
[b]remember how we thought that was the cutest pic of him?[/b]
[b]OH MY GOD JULI!!!!!![/b]
this is so fun!!
we're IMing [i]and[/i] commenting at the same time :D
and it's alright that you don't comment anymore, since we talk every night anyway lol. duh, what are BFFs for :)
and i know, i was so sad when they told me. those are my other besties; coolest boys i have [i]ever[/i] known. i mean, i'll get to talk to them, but it just won't be the same you know?
yes, they will always be our boys:)
and duh dude, of course i would comment you back:D
you're fucking awesome!! we should comment more often though, because this is just too fun.
[b]YOU'RE DRINKING APPLE JUICE!!!!!![/b]
oh man, i love that shit. i wish i had some at my house :(
it's been how long since I talked to you? TOO LONG! is the answer
I'm soo sorry for the lack of talking
I've been soo wrapped up with being out of middle school and now in high school
How have you been lovely!?
Clara