Motivated by his messages in my phone, and his smile as he would pass by. His eyes would stay ambivalent and ardent as ever. i asked him, "D'you love her?" .. and he said "No" calmly as ever, and i was a fool to believe him as his gorgeousness would take over and kill my doubts.He's a cheat as that girl said something i was dreading not to hear, "We're on"it came around around and around and...

Its too hard to ingore him even though his world is rocked by another girl. As we would pass by, I wont do anything but to watch him fade away. Its knotty especially when that girl you envy is your bestest friend.Its a little too much to bear and to take, you feel a little sick and happy for your bestie. but hates what you feel, and hates the view your looking at, when your bestie is laughing and...