Freak Show.
- Name
- Freak Show.
- Age
- 30
- Gender
- Female
- Location
- United States
- Joined date
- September 20th, 2008
Do you know her?
Loving you is nothing new, it's
self mutilation. I crave the pain,
I'm so ashamed, but
I love the stimulation.
(Previously June1903)
her heart is black and full of hate
but you can't tell by looking at her face
she seems so happy
with all her friends
laughing and joking with all of them
but under her skin
she wants to cry
but no tears can come out her pretty brown eyes
it's killing her, from the inside out
and she knows it
without a doubt
she keeps it inside
always and forever
hoping one day it might help make it better
but she keeps smiling, for all her friends
smiling....until the very end
This is dedicated to, EVERYONE who was a demolition lover,
Who was NEVER okay,
Who was welcomed to the Black Parade.
This is for, Every, Patient, Helena and Harmless vampire,
This is for, Every single fan who may never get to see them play,
Who live life on the murder scene,
Who cried watching The Ghost Of You,
Who cried watching Famous Last Words,
This is for every, Fan who worried about Bobs burn,
Who are in love with Rays hair,
Who mourned the loss of Mikey's glasses,
Who worry about Franks health,
And those who help Gerard stay sober,
This is to, Everyone who's not afraid to keep on living,
Lets crash the Cemetery Gates! We will have the band and each other, To the very end!
I like singing (even though I suck) writing (it sucks) and reading (I'm good at that :P)
My Chemical Romance is my favorite band.
? anime as well!
I think dinosaurs are amazing.
I learn more from watching Spongebob then going to school.
I've never actually hurt myself on purpose, even though I really want to sometimes.
I'm an overprotective person, and very violent when I want to be.
But I can be nice too...If I feel like it.
I like blood. But I hate the smell. And not just because of Twilight.
I wear a lot of sex bracelets but I'm not actually serious about em.
In fact, if someone broke one I'd punch em in the face for touching my crap.
My Xbox 360 is one of my best friends.
I don't have an alter-ego, just bipolar moments.
The Jonas Brothers should not be famous. Sorry, but they shouldn't.
My life has issues, but I deal with it. I'm not a pansy.
I like chocolate. ^^
Labels = STUPID
You will know me by the scars I bare,
You will know me by the hate I swear.
I'm the type of girl who needs everything to be spelled out.
I'm the type of girl who laughs in the middle of awkward silences because of something that happened yesterday.
I'm the type of girl, that no one knows she's severely depressed.
I'm the type of girl who constantly thinks of suicide.
I'm the type of girl you wont know much longer if I don't get help.
Put this on your profile if you want to help give depressed teenagers the boost to go and get the help they need. Before it's too late.
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???l_, )?.
My favorite MCR song is Famous Last Words. So sue me.
Real MCR Fans:
Real MCR fans are not the people who know everything about them.
They don’t care what color Gerard’s hair is on any given day.
They aren’t the people who shop for a jacket for hours just to copy the band.
Real MCR fans are not the people who know every detail of each band member’s pre-MCR life.
They don’t ask for various band members for dinner.
They don’t start smoking because “they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.”
Instead they know what smoking can do to people and wish Frank and Gerard would stop because we don’t want to lose them before their time.
Real MCR fans don’t ask for Bob for Christmas because that’s just stupid.
They don’t have to own the MCR action figures.
They don’t sleep with a picture of MCR and drool all over it.
They don’t spend hours searching the TV guide to find anything MCR-related.
They are excited when they just happen to see MCR on TV because the surprise makes it all the more exciting.
Real MCR fans don’t randomly break into song just because of hearing one phrase of lyrics in everyday speech.
They don’t spend hours scouring the Internet to find out what Ray’s favorite color is.
They don’t hound people about how “MCR sav3d mi life!!!!” because they know that would make people think MCR only breeds annoying fans.
The real MCR fans are the people who don’t own their CD’s just to own them.
They are the people who only know the lyrics to “I’m Not Okay” and “Welcome to the Black Parade” because those are the only songs they’ve ever heard on the radio… and that’s all they can afford to listen to.
They borrow CD’s from their friends at every possible moment.
They don’t memorize the lyrics to all the B-side songs just to show off to the people who haven’t heard them.
The real MCR fans are the people who get thrown out of the arena where MCR is playing. Not for moshing too hard or trying to steal merchandise…but because they can’t afford the tickets and tried to sneak in.
They have never seen a picture of the band and don’t care because it’s not about the image.
They don’t dress to the “emo” stereotype because it’s a label MCR is trying to get rid of, not endorse.
They don’t always wear black just to prove a point.
They wear whatever they want because that is true self-expression… black, blue, pink, or otherwise.
Because it’s not about how much you know.
Because it’s not about the stuff you own.
Because it’s not about what you wear, the lyrics you’ve memorized, or how many songs you know.
Because the real MCR fans care about the music.
And real MCR fans have this on their profiles.
A white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born, I was BLACK "
"When I grew up, I was BLACK, "
"When I'm sick, I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun, I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold, I'm BLACK, "
"When I die, I'll be BLACK."
"But, you sir..."
"When you are born, you're PINK".
"When you grow up, you're WHITE, "
"When you're sick, you're GREEN, "
"When you go in the sun, you turn RED, "
"When you're cold, you turn BLUE, "
"And when you die, you turn PURPLE.
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.
Put this on your page if you HATE racism.
? Feel The Romance ?
? My Brutal Romance ?
? My Beautiful Romance ?
? My Innocent Romance ?
? My Childish Romance ?
? My Miserable Romance ?
? My X-Rated Romance ?
? My Harlequin Romance ?
? My Selfish Romance ?
? My Chemical Romance ?
Music artists I like: *Alphabetical order, not favorites*
Aaron Lewis, Alexisonfire, All Time Low, Apocalyptica, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Blink 182, Blue October, Bowling For Soup, Boys Like Girls, Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Comeback Kid, Creed, The Cure, Dimmu Borgir, Disturbed, Dragonforce, Escape The Fate, Evanescence, Everytime I Die, Fall Out Boy, Five For Fighting, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Forever the Sickest Kids, The Fray, Good Charlotte, Good With Grenades, Green Day, H.I.M., Hatebreed, Hinder, Hoobastank, Howie Day, I Am Ghost, In Fear And Faith, In Flames, The Killers, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Linkin Park, LUDO, Margot And The Nuclear So And So's, Marilyn Manson, Meg & Dia, Mindless Self Indulgence, Modest Mouse, Muse, My Chemical Romance, OT3P, Panic! At The Disco, Papa Roach, Paramore, P!nk, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Saturdays, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Seether, Simple Plan, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Soundgarden, Staind, Superchicks, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, The Used, Within Temptation, Yellowcard, 3 Doors Down, 3OH!3
"Afghanistan is the most daring and ambition mission in the history of NATO." --George W. Bush, Bucharest, Romania, April 2, 2008
Psst! Click on the Blog. You know you want to.
Two of my best friends in the world are MooseOnTheLoose and TheGreatDisaster Check em out, they'll love you for it.
This is how I disappear...
RANDOM CAT PICTURE!
Click this!!
He's my baby...I love him to death ^^
self mutilation. I crave the pain,
I'm so ashamed, but
I love the stimulation.
(Previously June1903)
her heart is black and full of hate
but you can't tell by looking at her face
she seems so happy
with all her friends
laughing and joking with all of them
but under her skin
she wants to cry
but no tears can come out her pretty brown eyes
it's killing her, from the inside out
and she knows it
without a doubt
she keeps it inside
always and forever
hoping one day it might help make it better
but she keeps smiling, for all her friends
smiling....until the very end
This is dedicated to, EVERYONE who was a demolition lover,
Who was NEVER okay,
Who was welcomed to the Black Parade.
This is for, Every, Patient, Helena and Harmless vampire,
This is for, Every single fan who may never get to see them play,
Who live life on the murder scene,
Who cried watching The Ghost Of You,
Who cried watching Famous Last Words,
This is for every, Fan who worried about Bobs burn,
Who are in love with Rays hair,
Who mourned the loss of Mikey's glasses,
Who worry about Franks health,
And those who help Gerard stay sober,
This is to, Everyone who's not afraid to keep on living,
Lets crash the Cemetery Gates! We will have the band and each other, To the very end!
I like singing (even though I suck) writing (it sucks) and reading (I'm good at that :P)
My Chemical Romance is my favorite band.
? anime as well!
I think dinosaurs are amazing.
I learn more from watching Spongebob then going to school.
I've never actually hurt myself on purpose, even though I really want to sometimes.
I'm an overprotective person, and very violent when I want to be.
But I can be nice too...If I feel like it.
I like blood. But I hate the smell. And not just because of Twilight.
I wear a lot of sex bracelets but I'm not actually serious about em.
In fact, if someone broke one I'd punch em in the face for touching my crap.
My Xbox 360 is one of my best friends.
I don't have an alter-ego, just bipolar moments.
The Jonas Brothers should not be famous. Sorry, but they shouldn't.
My life has issues, but I deal with it. I'm not a pansy.
I like chocolate. ^^
Labels = STUPID
You will know me by the scars I bare,
You will know me by the hate I swear.
I'm the type of girl who needs everything to be spelled out.
I'm the type of girl who laughs in the middle of awkward silences because of something that happened yesterday.
I'm the type of girl, that no one knows she's severely depressed.
I'm the type of girl who constantly thinks of suicide.
I'm the type of girl you wont know much longer if I don't get help.
Put this on your profile if you want to help give depressed teenagers the boost to go and get the help they need. Before it's too late.
?l?
??? ? ?
?l? ~?? .
???l_, )?.
My favorite MCR song is Famous Last Words. So sue me.
Real MCR Fans:
Real MCR fans are not the people who know everything about them.
They don’t care what color Gerard’s hair is on any given day.
They aren’t the people who shop for a jacket for hours just to copy the band.
Real MCR fans are not the people who know every detail of each band member’s pre-MCR life.
They don’t ask for various band members for dinner.
They don’t start smoking because “they think they will be hott like Frank and Gerard.”
Instead they know what smoking can do to people and wish Frank and Gerard would stop because we don’t want to lose them before their time.
Real MCR fans don’t ask for Bob for Christmas because that’s just stupid.
They don’t have to own the MCR action figures.
They don’t sleep with a picture of MCR and drool all over it.
They don’t spend hours searching the TV guide to find anything MCR-related.
They are excited when they just happen to see MCR on TV because the surprise makes it all the more exciting.
Real MCR fans don’t randomly break into song just because of hearing one phrase of lyrics in everyday speech.
They don’t spend hours scouring the Internet to find out what Ray’s favorite color is.
They don’t hound people about how “MCR sav3d mi life!!!!” because they know that would make people think MCR only breeds annoying fans.
The real MCR fans are the people who don’t own their CD’s just to own them.
They are the people who only know the lyrics to “I’m Not Okay” and “Welcome to the Black Parade” because those are the only songs they’ve ever heard on the radio… and that’s all they can afford to listen to.
They borrow CD’s from their friends at every possible moment.
They don’t memorize the lyrics to all the B-side songs just to show off to the people who haven’t heard them.
The real MCR fans are the people who get thrown out of the arena where MCR is playing. Not for moshing too hard or trying to steal merchandise…but because they can’t afford the tickets and tried to sneak in.
They have never seen a picture of the band and don’t care because it’s not about the image.
They don’t dress to the “emo” stereotype because it’s a label MCR is trying to get rid of, not endorse.
They don’t always wear black just to prove a point.
They wear whatever they want because that is true self-expression… black, blue, pink, or otherwise.
Because it’s not about how much you know.
Because it’s not about the stuff you own.
Because it’s not about what you wear, the lyrics you’ve memorized, or how many songs you know.
Because the real MCR fans care about the music.
And real MCR fans have this on their profiles.
A white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here."
The black man turned around and stood up. He then said:
"Listen sir....when I was born, I was BLACK "
"When I grew up, I was BLACK, "
"When I'm sick, I'm BLACK, "
"When I go in the sun, I'm BLACK, "
"When I'm cold, I'm BLACK, "
"When I die, I'll be BLACK."
"But, you sir..."
"When you are born, you're PINK".
"When you grow up, you're WHITE, "
"When you're sick, you're GREEN, "
"When you go in the sun, you turn RED, "
"When you're cold, you turn BLUE, "
"And when you die, you turn PURPLE.
"And you have the nerve to call me colored?"
The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.
Put this on your page if you HATE racism.
? Feel The Romance ?
? My Brutal Romance ?
? My Beautiful Romance ?
? My Innocent Romance ?
? My Childish Romance ?
? My Miserable Romance ?
? My X-Rated Romance ?
? My Harlequin Romance ?
? My Selfish Romance ?
? My Chemical Romance ?
Music artists I like: *Alphabetical order, not favorites*
Aaron Lewis, Alexisonfire, All Time Low, Apocalyptica, Atreyu, Avenged Sevenfold, Avril Lavigne, Blink 182, Blue October, Bowling For Soup, Boys Like Girls, Breaking Benjamin, Bullet For My Valentine, Comeback Kid, Creed, The Cure, Dimmu Borgir, Disturbed, Dragonforce, Escape The Fate, Evanescence, Everytime I Die, Fall Out Boy, Five For Fighting, Flyleaf, Foo Fighters, Forever the Sickest Kids, The Fray, Good Charlotte, Good With Grenades, Green Day, H.I.M., Hatebreed, Hinder, Hoobastank, Howie Day, I Am Ghost, In Fear And Faith, In Flames, The Killers, Killswitch Engage, Korn, Linkin Park, LUDO, Margot And The Nuclear So And So's, Marilyn Manson, Meg & Dia, Mindless Self Indulgence, Modest Mouse, Muse, My Chemical Romance, OT3P, Panic! At The Disco, Papa Roach, Paramore, P!nk, The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, The Saturdays, Scary Kids Scaring Kids, Seether, Simple Plan, Slipknot, Smile Empty Soul, Soundgarden, Staind, Superchicks, System Of A Down, Taking Back Sunday, Three Days Grace, Tokio Hotel, The Used, Within Temptation, Yellowcard, 3 Doors Down, 3OH!3
"Afghanistan is the most daring and ambition mission in the history of NATO." --George W. Bush, Bucharest, Romania, April 2, 2008
Psst! Click on the Blog. You know you want to.
Two of my best friends in the world are MooseOnTheLoose and TheGreatDisaster Check em out, they'll love you for it.
This is how I disappear...
RANDOM CAT PICTURE!
Click this!!
He's my baby...I love him to death ^^