I know I'm not on here as much as I'd like, and I don't often submit text pieces only photographry. I just do not have the time to write, no joke. I've got a couple of paragraphs written, here and there for some on my stories, but not enough to make a chapter and I've got some poetry, just no time to re-write it on to my laptop D:I'm sorry guys, I have a weeks holiday off school, not next week but...

Things move so quickly.Things are so sudden and just butt into your life. People move away and change, even when you try everything you can to stop that. It doesn’t work. People stop talking to you, everything your Mum said is true. People grow up, people change. People forget and people just ignore.Everything’s changing, the future coming closer and closer, and you can’t do anything to stop...

Ok, so as you all know I had a massive hiatus which was for about +6 months. No writing just school and working things out with my girlfriend. I've decided to write again. Things got a bit rocky with my family and my girlfriend. But I finally straighten everything out and I'm happy now :)I got banned off here a long loooong time ago, and I stopped writing, But now I've started again so hopefully...

Wow, i never thought i would love my life as much as i do right at this very moment. Earlier in the year i wouldn't of even gone near the word perfect or love. Shows how much I've changed to be honest;. And I'm gladd I'm this happy.I've got my best-friends Ellie, Lana and Scott<33Who make my life fuckin' perfect.I gotta admit, last week or so i was pretty depressed,d my girlfriend dumped me,...

They really upset me. I've had one tonight with my girlfriend and dad. It just made me cry so much. Because i thought we was going to break up other something my dad said, (he said i was really young and that my mom didn't believe i really had a girlfriend) so i told my girlfriend, and everything just turned worse from there..I don't want to lose her, i don't think i could go through that again. I...

Alot has changed since i last came on here, with me and mibba. Godd, it's good to be back here, it really is. I missed this site alot.I broke up with my boyfriend Mark, or he dumped me, but this time, I've found someone who truly loves me back.I finally feel loved and happy after so long.Man, I'm so in love at the moment, with my loverly girlfriend Mel Man, i love her so much, words can't describe...

I hate him so much, all the things he said, broke me down into little pieces. I just hate him so much, yet I love him with all my fucking heart. I don’t know what to do, he’ll never like me back yet he’s staying my friend. It just hurts way too much; I thought I’d be able to cope, just being friends nothing more, but no. I really can’t, I just love him too much. My hearts in little...

Everything turned to fucking shit, i swear to god it has. I've moved house and i though it was all going to be fine, like a new start would be good and everything. Well it’s not, i mean i can live without internet for a while, but i live so far away from my friends, i miss them way to much i can’t deal with it.I miss Jessie so much, i can’t deal with it. I mean, we didn't mean to get...

Ok, so I’m feeling reeeeeeeally happy today, and I have noo idea why. Maybe because my friends have finally let all the problems between us drop... and cause Tyler totally loves me. I love him back! Alicia has been fun to talk to, honestly our random conversations! But today was awful too, it snowed&#61516; I mean snow is freaking awesome but it was icy too, which meant ice balls. I got one...

Ok, so one of my best ever friend is really depressed, yet he doesn’t know that I love him. I’m so worried about him because he said he can’t take this shit anymore. Many bad things have happened in the past and some of them are resurfacing and I just can’t help but wonder what he’s going to do. His Ex-Gf is also giving him a hard time about her loving him when she ruined his life. And...

Current mood: anxiousI have written so many blogs, they are all gay :-/ I just wanna say thanks to Alicia for sticking by me in 08, it wasn't a very fun year. I had ups and downs and bad and good days, but I managed to survie it, which counts as a good thing. She helped me through so much and I just want to thank her. I love her so much. She has helped me through problems, depression, break-ups...

I feel hated right now.. :(Many people hate me and not many people actually like me. They just pretend because they are like well weird.. :S Haha I sound so strange. And depressed, HahahaAnyway, today I got caught again, this time for my skinnies and converse with red and purple laces, yeahhh :D I decorated them, init.Arghhhh, I hate the teachers, they get my stuff confiscated and then I don't get...

What can I say, he’s called Jack and he’s my best-friend in the world (apart from you Jimmy, I love you).If he wasn’t here, I really have no idea what I would do, he has been my best-friend now for 3 years and we have been through so much shit together. Break-ups, depression, bullying, new schools, the lot. If he hadn’t of been there I would now be dead, lying in a dark coffin somewhere...

Happy New year everyone . I hope you all have a brilliant 2009 and I hope 2008 was just awesome :D 2008 for me was ok, I mean it wasn’t the best year and it could have been the worst. My whole family started fighting and they all broke up. I became very near death and was depressed. I thought my father was going to divorce his pregnant wife. But it was also a good year, my step-mum got pregnant...

I honestly think something’s wrong with me, not that I’m mental or an illness, I don’t need to go to an asylum or anything. It’s just that when I go to bed I can’t sleep. I stay up all night not feeling tired, I just can’t sleep. When I lay down and close my eyes sleep never comes and I have to tire myself out every single night, I have to stay up late enough so that I pass out because...

I have been away for like two weeks and I am soo sorry! I was banned off my mothers computer because I walked out of school and my mother found all my stories again(slashes and ferards) and she found my search histories and my diary, which I was very pissed off at. But thankfully Christmas came and my laptop is here :D No block and I am finally free. I can update freely and I am glad that can...

One of my best friends has dumped me and gone of with her best friends yet I am friends with all of them and it makes it hard to talk and joke with them cause shes always there. I did nothing at all to her yet she makes my life a living hell because she wont let me apologize and I don't know what I did to deserve this.I am still friends with the other 2 yet something has changed because me and...

One of my most best Internet buddys(yeah Internet) is suicidal! I can't believe she had a breakdown because of one of her lowlife friends. One of her friends though it would be funny to cut in front of her when she found it hard to stop and it forced her to cut again and become suicidal! All I can say is Sara don't let that bitch get to you. You are an awesome girl and to me and life wouldn't be...

My last journal was out of order and I am sorry!I don't really know what got into me...its just that I had a bad day and then I found out that Gerard's wife(Lyn-z) my be pregnant and I flipped.I may be a crazed teenie but I don't care, some of your comments were very mean and I know I had done wrong but I went crazy when I found out!I am sorry for flipping and saying all that mean shit about Lyn-z...

OK people I haven't been updating for a while and I haven't been answering your comments till late. Its cause my mom found all my notebooks with ALL my stories in plus my journal online were some of my most private thoughts are. So she banned me off the comp and mibba and questioned me.I still hate her so I cant really come on here a lot anymore cause she like checking the computer (no idea why)...