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I know. I love his snake bites XD And thanks!!!

I'm currently hating on school and preppies *Shudders* lol

Well he has like, really dark brown hair and it's REALLY curly. Super curly. He has brown eyes that are suuuper pretty. He's really tall, like 6 feet. He wears a black trenchcoat all the time (<3) and has snake bites (<33). He likes MCR and Escape the fate and Panic! at the Disco and Three Days Grace (they're his fav). He's very non-judgmental. He's sosososo sweet and he likes to tell me how pretty I am ^^ he gives hugs all the time, to like, everybody! And they're good hugs!!! He has a cynical side but it's hilarious to me because he's so nice it makes no sense. He's really like a teddy bear with a vampire ninja twist ... lawlz. But yeeeah. ^^ I heart him <3

Hello! *Waves* Whats up?

I'm doing great actually ^^ I'm not failing and I have a really sweet boyfriend who's into awesome music and is cuddly and fun and and and *blows up*

Awwwwwwwwwe thats okay bestie !! I still wuv you !! Haha don't feel bad ^.^

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It's weird she's been dead for 10 years and I still can't believe it, I don't know why.

Yeah, I tried to cut myself with a piece of glass before, but it wouldn't cut deep enough so I got really really pissed at the glass and threw it out the window.

Glass really don't bother me that much but other sharp things do.

So how have you been?

Yeah, me too.
I hate all hospitals but the hate the one that I live around because my grandmom died in that hospital, because they killed her. Stupid hospital!

Ugh. Needles are so like I don't know, I don't like them.
They are freaky.
I hate all things that are sharp, yet I can take a razor and slice my wrist... It's weird... lol.

I took a bunch of sleeping pills, tried to cut my wrist really deep, and tried to hang my self, too many times to count. The hospital where I live knows me oh so well. Lol. I've probably been in the hospital more then the freaking nurses that work there. lol.

Yeah she is a bitch. I know I don't want to end up killing myself either, you know. I always have thoughts like that and thoughts about killing myself. But I don't act on the thoughts most of the time. I admit. I have tried to kill myself a lot of times.

i think people just automatically stereotype people with black nails.
jeez i hate people sometimes!!!! XDD
oh well i like putting silver on my nails- cuz i can 3=P

Wow. The only think that still keeps me alive is the fact that there are other people out there that have worse lives then I do, and they lived through, so if they can live through their live that why can't I? You know.

That sucks. My boyfriend Mikey is always asking me to stop.

I can't wait till after new years. Which is tomorrow, whooo. I'm not really happy because it'll be 2010, I'm happy because after tomorrow I'm moving in with my dad and 3 half brothers.

They are the only part of my family that care about me, and that's because my 3 half brothers aren't related to my mom...

I wish it was new years already. I sometimes think that I'll never be able to stop cutting and that somewhat scares me.

I don't want to always cut, I want to be able to live for once in my life without having to cut my wrist to feel better.

There was this one friend I had, named Matthew, he was my best friend.
I loved him with all my heart. He became sad an depressed after his girlfriend of 7 years died. I tried to help him because he started cutting and thinking of killing himself, but one day we got in an arguement because I was so mad for him doing that to himself. I told him I hated him. That I never wanted to see him again. I was so mad. I couldn't help it, but I told him, he should just kill himself, and get it over with. I didn't think he'd listen to me. But he did. He killed himself that night. He cut his wrist 34 times and bled to death. All because of me.

I feel like such a hypocrite because I'm doing, what I told him not to do.... Worst thing is he killed himself on new years. Which is tomorrow. =/ :'(

Oh, wow she actually thought you were cutting when you were shaving. Wow, I'm pretty much invisible to my family. Only a few of my friends know that I cut because they saw my arms, they yelled ay me like crazy. I've tried my hardest to stop but I just can't. My brother thinks I'm cutting because he found a piece of glass in my draw. I have no idea why he was going threw my draws but yeah, I told him I wasn't and he was like well I don't care if you do or not, just if you do start cutting from your elbow to your wrist and you'll die if you do it right and you'll do the world good if you kill yourself. I just laughed at him and walked away. It really don't bother me that my family hates my guts at first it did but now I'm used to it.

aha, aw, how come sad?

Haha yeah! Laughing is the only way to live!!!
Even when your sad! =(
My dad doesn't let me paint my nails black.... idk why...?

yeaah, i'm pretty good thanks; bored though, actually trying to do business studies revision...fun P;
you?

Yeah, I realized when I was 5 that my famly couldn`t give a shit about me. I have probably more then 900 scars on my arms and no one in my family has noticed them... But I always wear jackets so that's probably why. The only time I take my jacket off is when I go to sleep.

I really don't care if my family cares about me or not, I just wish I could moe in with the 4 people that do care about me, my real dad and my 3 half brothers that live with my real dad.

My real dad and three brothers noticedd the scars and they asked me to stop cutting, so for them, I'm gonna try my hardest to stop. My mom is the biggest bitch ever she told me thatif I'm going to live with my dad I bette not talk to her or her kids again. She considers me just someone living with her family. She tells me I'm no longer her daughter.

oooooh, only two hours ahead then! ;D

Dude like ... yeah ...
I'm bored XD