Its 1 something in the morning. I can't sleep. I feel like shit. I have no one to talk to. And keep fucking myself over and over. I'm tired of ppl trying to convince me of what i am not. fuck I never knew i was this much of a loner. So bad that I isoslate myself from everyone. and before, I was okay with that but now i feel lonely, angry, and mixed of emotions. And hate that shit. I hate how at...

Originally, I didn't want to rant in my journal, but i don't know how i can communicate as of lately. I'm being writting like crazy but nothing really stands out. And hate to rant on anything thats emo unless its my friend who would do the same, but i need to sweat this out.I hate when girls says " I wish I can go out with a guy like you" or "you would be a good boyfriend". I hate that and its...

Does anybody have an answer to that?I have been wondering the answer to the question, but nothing comes to mind. A lot people says I'm a good writer for my poems (thanks), and certain people attack me for calling my poem shitty (*cough* you know who you are *cough*). I've been writing materials since 2 years ago. And I know I'm a semi-good writer since I made one teacher scream out Fabulous over...