What is it about that profound silence. It is so damn loud. Have anyone else experienced this before. I find I hear it right before I go to bed, and in nature. I am sitting here listening to Eddie Vedder and his music he did for the movie Into the Wild. After the reading the book and not knowing what it was about what so ever, I found out that I enveid the main character. Chris McCandless walked...

this topic on my journal is all the young adult or teen novels that are there. i want you to know that how common the themes are in the stories. i do say that i love teen novels i do and i will confess that i have not read the twilight series but i have read some that are really popular. i was at barnes and noble today and looking at the teen section and noticed something i hadn't thought about....

i want to tell you all that i started something and i am not sure if i should finish it. so last friday i put a letter the first of four to this guy that i have liked since like one and a half years ago and now think i love, in the mail box and if was sent. it was the fisrt of four secret admirer letters. i want to know i should keep sending them and i have gotten a lot of diffferent comments from...

now having sex is sometimes know as making love. many times it is, but many times it isn't. a lot of the time sex is for pleasure for that great orgasm. now this journal is not perverted or at least is not supposed to be it is just my thought on a common term such as making love. know i am not saying that a person that is having sex for the pleasure is not in love with the person that they are...

that is the time that i wanted to be at my friends house to pick her up. it is now 12:54 he is making coffee and it takes at least 15 minutes to get there do you see what my dilemma is. it was at 12:40 that i told him we should be going about know, 12 50 he is shaving, then i come up stairs and he is craking egg shells, what the hell, oh wait i have to wash my hair and i will be out the door in...

this question has been posed to me before. why do you like the red hot chili peppers so much. i mean people say they are okay but. BUT WHAT i mean there music is actually full of meaning, the shit they listen to is just i met a girl i want to smack her and i want to fuck her. i mean i may be exagerating a little but the chilie's are different yeah some of there stuff is like that but they are funk...

why am i such a horrible person. well that is what some one in particular whom i have written a journal before about thinks. i am a decent human being i mean i don't think that i am that bad. i mean yeah i yelled because an email i was writing got erased and started rewritting and then he came on and tried to look for it in the stupidiest places and i had told him not to look there because you...

what if you knew you were going to die. what if you could write something though before you did die. think about it. would it be something simple. something very deep. maybe something so deep it would change the world. i feel that when someone thinks about what their last writing would be it is most likey something that you would put a lot of thought into. i guess that their would be more...

i really don't get life everyone. tis true. i mean you hear things about life and you hear things about death and do you ever die. man if i could think about what anyone who is reading this is thinking i would laugh. i would. i love to write i do, but sometimes things just come out. i mean thoughts come on and go out. my friends will tell you that they can be so counfused yet understand it at the...

I got ot, the eighth and final season of charmed. I am so excited I got it a couple weeks ago but haven't been able to get on the computer. I have 8 of 8 I can't believe it. well anyways i don't know. I mean I ahd a really bad week and when I needed mibba most I couldn't get on. Well I guess I will just have to cope with it. I am going to eat some ceral. Bye everyone talk to you soon.-Emilicious

i hate it. I am in Accl. classes for school and i have world history last hour. it sucks. while the regular classes have to find things in the book that the teacher typed up i and many others have to make up 20 of them, with answers and do find things someone else did. It sucks. And I have the worst homeroom teacher. But i have to deal. School started on Tues. but I wish it has already ended and...

I cant stand my dad he makes me so mad. He is always telling me how lazy I am. So what if I am. He just said to me earlier that there are camps for kids who need to get into routines. Like have them get up early and do chores and shit like that. He says that if I don't get my act together he will talk to my mom about sending me to one. Like my mom will effin agree to that. I am going to the...

I am so pissed because one of my friends moved to Cincinnati, Ohio. I didn't even realize that she was moving. I hate the fact that I might not ever see her again. She says that she will come back on summers but who knows. School is starting soon and I don't want to go. I am watching Bridgets Jones Diary. I totally think that the English makes way better movies than Americans do. They just have...

You know everyone seems to have a theory about something. I don't really have one though. Some have superstitions they depend on. I don't. I don't really depend on things i do what i feel like doing i go where i feel like going but do i need theories or superstitions to depend on. I know this might sound kind of cheesey but the only thing i really believe in is God, i know but see i know people...

I'M SO BORED I CAN'T THINK OF ANYTHING TO DO. WOW I GUESS THAT LECTRIC SHAVE IS PRETTY GOOD FOR STANDING UP WHISKERS WELL THAT IS WHAT THE COMMERCIAL SAYS ANY WAYS. WOW I DON'T REALLY LIKE SUMER, THERE IS NOTHING TO DO IT IS JUST BORING. I LOVE "A LITTLE BETTER" BY ALICE IN CHAINS. SLUDGE FACTORY IS GRATE TOO. DAMN I THINK THAT ONE O MY FRIENDS MOVE TO ANOTHER STATE WITHOUT TELLING ME. SHE HASN'T...

Dear Diary,Last night to of my best friends were staying over and my friend hannah told My friend Elizabeth and I that over WINTER break , NOT SUMMER break that up north from where we live in our town, she had gotten a boyfriend. She said that he was cute and he had hockey hair (YUMMY) and was 12 at the time now thirteen. He had no glasses or braces. Then we found out that they shared their FIRST...

Dear Diary,Today in math class was so boring. First when I got there I automatically knew it would be boring. I was also happy because I knew were having a work period. So I sat down and realized I had forgoten my book. Any ways my math teachers Mr. Fuchs ( Like Fox) started talking asking us if we had any questions on our math assignment due for Monday. So instead of listening to him blab, I...