I'm keeping myself up just wondering, keep wondering, why, why, why. Repetition WITHOUT PERMISSION GET OUT OF MY MIND, you don’t belong here. Absence was obvious. It hurt but I was moving, on and on, my brain. I’m just telling you. My heart's in your hand. Applaud me. My courage is astounding me. Four years? Four years, and I can see it again. Crystal ball encased by fingers that long to tear...