Plans, Plans, Plans.

I've stated before that all of my plans fall apart. Whenever I feel that things are going to go well something happens. For instance I had this plan of getting a loan for a car, getting a second job, in a few months having enough to move and eventually end up saving my rotting friendship that is failing probably because I'm such a terrible person throughout. It's a pretty simple plan, right? What...
January 24th, 2018 at 11:36pm

My Struggles

I've struggled a lot since I was kid. I know I've had some things easier than others, but I've also had it a little bit worse. And as I keep pushing myself forward, there's this little optimistic voice in my head saying, "it will get better." I've lost my dog, my mom, my uncles, my grandma, my home, my car... and here I am, yet again, in another predicament where finding another place to live will...
January 14th, 2018 at 06:20pm

I'm Back Mibba

I'm not sure if anyone even remembers me... or even really cares. My last blog was well over a year ago... I tried to come back, and couldn't for various reasons. I would make plans and they would fall through like water through a drain. I can't remember the last time I even wrote a story or poem... it's been a long, crawl back up through a hole that I have dug myself in. I don't know if she is...
January 13th, 2018 at 10:41am

This Generation Is Doomed

I find it kind of sad that people cannot disagree and still be civil. I remember arguing with my friends one day and the next hanging out still because we were friends. Now? Nope. If people's opinions don't match up then buh bye. Have a disagreement? End of friendship.Guess I got deleted for calling someone out on comparing the sufferings of those in war to listening to fireworks. I had an uncle...
July 6th, 2016 at 12:04pm

After All These Years

Mibba where do I even begin? Family is important to me. It hasn't always been. My dad left me when I was five. Came back and left me again when I was ten. My mom died when I was sixteen. Uncles when I was eighteen. And finally, grandma died when I was nineteen. So, I have lost majority of my family. Pretty much a whole generation died. I have my cousins left and I would be lying if I said some...
July 4th, 2016 at 09:38am

Pure Romance Parties

Before today I never knew what those were. I mean I know what swinger parties are. And I guess I really just never put much thought into it because... its not ever something I could see myself attending in my current state nor do I have any friends who are as... ahem open minded. See, I have no qualms with sleeping around or flaunting my sexuality. However I am lazy and just don't go out of my way...
June 17th, 2016 at 11:11am

Help Me With a Come Back Title.

It's been about two or three years since I have wrote anything worth reading. Mainly because I lost my spark and my mode of writing. With the prospect of geting a new computer I have found the littlest glimmer of hope. Not going to lie, I have had this this little whisper of a plot swimming along the back of my head and I want to try it.It'll be focused on two main people. Here's a brief, rough...
June 12th, 2016 at 08:31am

Today Is My Beginning

I have said this countless times. I have started and quit losing weight just as many times. Be that b it may, today I put my foot down. I am done holding my self back. I always have some excuse...Well, no more. Im not going to make some drastic changes over night, but I'm hoping to make a series of smal changes over the next few months. I will cut back soda even more. I'll make myself go on those...
June 9th, 2016 at 08:33pm

Everything Hurts

Throws in misleading title.Click bait sucessful.Flops on ground and floods the rivers with my tears.For the past few days I was planning on writing up a k-blog to share the drama I was watching. The music I listen to. And the beauty that is Bang Yonnguk.See, even now he threatens to take over this blog.Stay in your lane, good sir. Spare the ovaries today, slay them tomorrow, thank you.You see a...
June 5th, 2016 at 10:17am

Dear Facebook

I'm actuality pretty disappointed in you Facebook. Not that I ever held much respect for you to begin with, but what little I had you pretty much threw out the door. I do want to point out that I am not trying to push my opinions on others and as an a adult I realize that everyone acts, believes, and thinks differently than I do.I go to Facebook to unwind. To share a few, more than likely...
June 2nd, 2016 at 08:03pm

Throwing Some SMC Shade in the Kool-Aid.

Hey meebsters, can I be honest for a hot second? Like without losing my head to the Red Queen or being stampeded by blue-ranch buffaloes, would be great.I don't particularly like seasons one and two of Sailormoon Crystal.I know. How dare I? I must be an untrue fan. I am a fake fan for my opposition and the Sailormoon Gods and the Internet Gods will smite me down for having a different opinion. ...
May 6th, 2016 at 08:41am

Yo Jin Bo.

So, as of lately I have been addicted to otome games. Dating sims. Whatever you want to call it. I am very picky with games like these, the reason I liked Wizardess Heart so much was because of it's gorgeous art... even though some of the translations with that one game absolutely fail. Anyway, I went on fuwanovel to see what they have to offer. I found Yo Jin Bo.(Bo has purple hair, next to him...
January 9th, 2015 at 12:59am

Heavy Sigh

First, I'm going to start off by saying I have never... actually played a dating sim game. Am I weird? Never actually had an interest. I read manga where the chicks do and just laugh and thought maybe one day I will try... but one day came once, nearly. I downloaded this yaoi one... one I've seen images and nearly melted from but... started it... and just nope. Bleh. Anyway... the main point of...
January 3rd, 2015 at 10:36am

Drunken Nights: Broken Toilets

So, not even going to sugar coat this. I got plastered last night... unintentionally. Don't even know how. I mean, I know how, but... howww? I had a bit of this and that and whatever. My roommates got some good laughs, I had some good laughs. We talked retarded shit like... the wine we were drinking was called Andre... and facepalm we didn't like that name so we called it Cullen (Dragon Age,...
January 1st, 2015 at 10:42pm

Taxing Customers More When They Stay Past Closing

Oh, I wish this was a thing. How I wish this was a legit thing. I am a terrible person, I get it. But for once, can people idk... now stay late at a store? When idk the store has been closing at 10pm since... it opened. Why is it that big of a shock?Then you have such nice and lovely people who on Christmas Eve want to shop even more when there is a huge sign that we close at 8pm. It's not my...
December 25th, 2014 at 04:42am

Should Be Happy

When I planned this blog at around seven pm it was going to be a pretty happy one with lots of cutesy gifs about how excited I am. Ya'see, I was told earlier that it was OK'd for me to get a promotion. I would be bumped up to a key holder and get a dollar raise. Which is something to be extremely grateful and excited about.And then my till came up 10$ short so all I can think is what a dumbass I...
December 20th, 2014 at 07:47am

Eric Nam. T.O.P. Digimon? It's Okay That's Love.

So, I pretty much own the title of Youtube Peruse-r here at the house. I'll start on one video and then "if you like this video you'll like this one" kinda deal and this name popped up and I was like, "huh he's kinda cute."Yes, yes I will.He sings pretty pop-py types of music. Which since I've been listening to more Krap/pop than just pure kpop, not even going to lie, I've missed it. He's too...
December 16th, 2014 at 10:59pm

I Start My Meal by Grabbing My Hostess' Breast

Ah... I feel so bad. I feel so very, very bad. I didn't mean to like grab the boob that is not what I wanted to eat. So, before anyone starts thinking I sexually assaulted this poor girl let me explain to you guys the embarrassment that is my life. I'll share a meme:Clicky forgot facebook links are ridiculous.This is me. Anything that can go wrong will go wrong and it will be so because I tried to...
December 6th, 2014 at 04:42am

Self-Loss vs Self-Gain

Some days I feel like I don't know who I am or what I'm about. Other days I understand perfectly, like I am just so confident in how I feel and so passionate. This past year has basically broke me and rebuilt me and I guess I am in the rebuilding phase still.Like do I trust this person. Do I say these things. Do I love these things. I feel like I'm just stuck in a stupid loop. Bubbly, cold,...
December 3rd, 2014 at 02:33am

Life Giving Me the Middle Finger

So, I discovered today that I totally fail at opening boxes. I mean there's only a few different ways that you can open boxes, yaknow? But I, the derp, have managed to fuck that up entirely while I was at work and I shall tell you how.Before I begin I just want to say that I didn't want to go to work. Work at eight in the morning sucks... I mean I hate waking up early and I hate mornings....
November 16th, 2014 at 11:15pm