Dear readers,I'm sorry for lack of updates. I've been very busy with school, and other things, I can't seem to get my head straight. I'll update soon, I promise.Bats, beasts, harlots, & demons,Zombie Ana.[It appears that my journal entry is too short for posting. I guess I'll just have to keep typing until I reach the minimum of 100 words. I hope you all are well. I'm doing fine. Writer's...

It feels like I'll never be happy again. So many bad memories flooding back to me, and they won't go away. I've been on all the meds, none of them work. Anxiety Attacks. Panic Attacks. Depression. All a part of me now, because of those memories. I've gotten into things I shouldn't, because of those memories. I just wish that those never happened. So many 11:11 and tunnel wishes wasted, thinking...

Papa Gates,You are the coolest guy / dad ever. I understand that things must be hard on you right now with the loss of Jimmy. I know that you and him had a strong relationship. Brian, you've always had us Sevenfold fans' backs; now the tables have turned. We've always had your back, but now is when we need eachother the most. I hope that Syn and the rest of the gang are doing well. Please let them...