So, the boy that I was officially going out with, the one I decided just might be worth getting to know, the one I never lied to, yeah he's sixteen. I'm so mad because his father called me at work and I called them back like two days ago. His mother called me back and asked why I called (in this rude tone) and I told her that I was just trying to figure out what was going on and she said, "I'll...

So I've been absent from Mibba for a while now. Like a week or two which is a lot for me. I haven't had the time and I'm sorry but I'm gonna fix it! I promise I'm going to be super involved and comment on all the stories I read just like I used to. Things just have to die down a little. I'm overworked and have a lot of things going on this month but soon my dears, soon, I'll be able to be on here...

So I am pretty happy today and thought I would share with you all the fact that I finished The Fault in Our Stars and it was so good and I'm just so happy that I had the privilege to read such a great work of fiction. Honestly, I hope that someday, my writing gets as good as John Green. I give him an A++ on that work of art and hope to read more from him (which I totally plan on doing).Anyway,...

Sorry guys, I got The Fault in Our Stars and about halfway done but like with work and what not, I haven't been able to complete it yet (as I've had just two days). Anyway, So far, I'm in love with the entire book and how smartass-y everyone is in it. I'll let you all know my full review once I'm completely finished but for now, I am definitely in love with it. Oh, and my only off day this week is...

I want to read The Fault in Our Stars so freaking bad. I have to wait until Friday to order it, then I have to wait for it to be mailed to my house and it's just ugh, I hate my life. I hate that I spent all my money on food like the fat kid that I am and I hate that the book only costs like ten bucks and I don't have that on my card. Stupid card, running out of money like it thinks it's cool or...

This boy is just the cutest thing I have ever seen and I've been crushing on him since I was eleven. Eleven. That's eight years guys. That's how long I've been skating and that's how long I have been crushing on Ryan freaking Sheckler. He's just so cute and a very good skater like I want to lick his skin off and these feelings were lying dormant in the back of my mind for the past five years and...

I'm so excited! I have the next two days off and I'm just as happy as can be because my feet hurt and I'm lazy and don't want to go to work ha. I didn't even look to see when I go in the day I do have to go but I don't really care because I have two days off. I'm ready to catch up on all my stories and find some new ones as well and I'm also pumped about writing my stories. I want to see how far I...

There are just so many emotions going on right now. Niall gets his braces off tomorrow, that's a big one. He's going to just be way too perfect and I just... ughhh I'm legit so upset that I'll be at work and won't get to see that picture until all late when it's old news.THEN I HAVE TO WORK ALL WEEK! I don't get a single day off which sucks up the ass, like forreal I'm so tired, y'all have other...

I'm supposed to be getting ready for work but instead I'm blogging and writing and just plain ol' procrastinating. Seriously though, I love my job, it's just the getting there part I hate. I hate getting ready and I hate driving there (even though it's legit five minutes away). I wish I could just magically appear at work and be ready and what not.So I've written plenty of fan-fictions now (ok so...

K. So this was just gonna be about my day at work but my neighbors just did something weird. They rang the doorbell setting off our chihuahua who seems to have that little dog syndrome and thinks it can kill whoever comes by. So you know, I answered and they just handed me this metal screw that has like a chain and I don't know what it's for and they didn't even say anything. They just gave me a...

So I work at Subway. Today is my only day off for the next week, I mean I'm not working as long as I was for the past two days which I'm glad but it's still a lot for someone who hasn't had a job for over two years. Anyway, I love working there even though it's a lot of work (especially night shift like I have a lot of respect for them).I have this coworker named Trey who was like extremely nice...

Holy crap, will someone tell me why it costs like $1000-$3000 just to get a ticket? I just wanted to get two tickets for my niece and I so we could see them. I'd be lying if I didn't say I wanted to see them too but my niece freaking adores them and I just wanted to give her something that would make her happy because she doesn't have a lot of reasons to be happy. I'm hoping she likes Justin...

I haven't been updating or reading anything this weekend and I'm pissed because I feel like I'm so behind but I have to go to work in an hour and I'm not eve ready. I can't believe that I lost my computer for like two days, I feel stupid too because it was in the same place I lost my shoes at, my fucking closet.I'm not one to use my closet, I think it's creepy and strange noises come from it so I...

Instead of doing the responsible thing and getting ready for orientation, I'm sitting here writing this and the update for Not Mean for the Public. I'm so lame haha. I just can't stop writing when I start and I made the stupid decision to try and write out just a couple of paragraphs for the new chapter and leaving it for whenever my orientation is over. It takes like a whole ten minutes to get...

K, so if you've read my past journals, you'll know that I totally screwed up my Subway interview, or so I thought. They called me today and asked if I'd be able to attend orientation tomorrow and I'm just like so happy because this will be my first job in two years. That's how long I've been trying to get a freaking job. Two long years.I'm just so happy and I just want to squeal I'm so...

So I'm sitting her watching Camp Rock and there are so many things that I have realized. One, they use back up singers when they're doing acoustic songs where only one person is sings. Two, Joe Jonas looks like a girl and is still giving me all of these feelings and I just want to hold him and make out with him and rip his clothes of and just... ugh.Also, every single one of those girls in there...

Why have I never looked them up before? Oh my God, I'm stealing Perrie Edwards and the other girls and I'm keeping them in my storm shelter. They're way too perfect and I love her. Officially in love with her. She's so pretty and nice and just ugh, that voice! I love it. I've got a girl band to listen to finally and I'm so excited.My family thought they were annoyed with how much I talk about One...

So I told you guys about my issue with talking recently and it got worse. I had a job interview for Subway and I wasn't really worried about it at all because it's Subway. It can't be too hard for someone to get a job there and it seems like they were desperate since I finished that application like three days ago.Anyway, so here's how it went.Walked into the wrong Subway thinking I was at the...

I don't know why this brought tears to my eyes. They really should give Niall more solo moments because that voice just. I can't. He really brings a smile to my voice when I hear his voice. It's so freaking beautiful and it's late and I'm freaking out more than I should about this because it was just perfect and I love him so-ho-ho-ho much :'(In other news, I think I'm bipolar with my stories. I...

I'm just so done with myself guys. Like I can't talk and when I try, I either mess up the words I'm trying to say or stutter. That's how long it's been since I f-cking spoke to someone. I can't even form words correctly. I need to socialize more. Like seriously, who can't speak? I can't. It's just... It's ridiculous how sad this is. I need to learn how to speak again and that terrifies me.How do...