It's been exactly two months, as of January 30th, and on that morning, at 12 am I got back together with the boy you've heard me cry over for the past couple of entries.I couldn't be happier. We picked up as if nothing ever happened, of course that was after the half hour talk we had outside, in his parking lot, in the freezing cold. I feel awkward, but that's because I haven't been with his...

I'll never truly understand what I did to deserve this. My whole life I've never done anything wrong, I kept my head down, I did what I was told and always stayed true to myself.Nobody may know it, but I was close to dying before he came around. I wasn't handling life well anymore, breathing and waking up was becoming increasingly difficult and depressing. I'd look around at everyone being happy...

Woah! I actually lost track. Does that mean I'm on the road to being fully recovered?!My friend took me to a show at a warehouse, and it was the most fun I ever had. She brought along a friend of hers who was quite possibly the highlight of my evening. He couldn't have been anymore adorkable or any more nicer.I honestly was just dying to give him a hug the whole night. Though that made me feel bad...

These past two days I hung out with my best friend.Recently me and her went through a big hurdle and we're doing great now, so I'm happy to hang out with her for the first time in a while with no problems.We had a movie night, which was slightly depressing see it as that's how me and Tommy started to hang out, but our movie night was awesome. We sat with her turtle on the blankets and laughed a...

but as always ruined.I woke up, I painted my nails I was talking with friends. A friend of mine invited me to the movies and the only thing going through my mind was; I hope no one who knows Tommy sees me and thinks I'm going out on a date with this kid.I had a lot of fun, I haven't hung out with this kid in forever, we used to be friends Freshman year of high school and this is the second time...

I feel like I'm getting no where, but hey I guess it's still only in the 2 month stage.My project is killing me, but my friends laugh at me being all depressed and that makes me feel better. I can honestly say that I had a good weekend with my family, even though the whole time I was wishing he was there and one night I couldn't stop thinking about him so I had a horrible nights sleep, but hey,...

We're closing in on two months now and it hasn't gotten any easier.Today in particular was another crumby day. I had to finish my project on him. I'm still not done, I have a little more than half a roll to shoot. I think I'll go to one last place hopefully in the city - maybe tomorrow before the snow. That last place is called Heaven. And no I'm not going to kill myself - though I've felt that...

I forgot to add a journal entry on the exact date, so I'll do all three now.Right now "The Only Hope For Me Is You" My Chemical Romance is playing - so it's screwing with my mood, but this weekend I was actually happy. I went to go see my best friend in Jersey and we spent two days together doing all the stuff we used to do when we were little kids. We built a tent, ate bagels for breakfast,...

Today I'm working on the project I'm supposed to do for my darkroom class. Before i went on break we had portfolio reviews, my teacher told me to do a project on my ex. She said I had to photograph all the stuff I had from him, things he gave me, things i have of his, etc. Then on top of that I have to go and photograph all the spots that have significance to us.Right now I'm doing the leg work to...

I can't even believe how many days have gone by. It took me two weeks to take the banner off my phone that said "my boyfriend is special" (in Italian) It also took me two weeks to take his picture off the background of my phone. Horrible. I wouldn't look at my phone to see his face, I just didn't want to believe it really happened and so for those two weeks I left it on my phone.Due to his work...

I wrote that on my notebook the day after my boyfriend broke up with me. I guess we could say I didn't handle it so well. We had been dating for a few months shy of two years and to say the least I felt used, and dead. He broke up with me a month ago, so this is just a sum of my 'recovery' since then.That next day I had to go to a museum for class, if it wasn't for that project I would've stayed...

Recently, just now actually I've come up with the conclusion that I need to start a 'day-to-day' type journal. I need to stick to it, and make sure to update everyday. It's extremely hard for me to keep up with a normal diary - but this I'm willing to try.I haven't been on here to write in years, and a month ago my boyfriend broke up with me. Ever since then I've felt I need to talk about life. To...

____This is the thesis and introduction, to a fictional essay my teacher made us write in preporation for our Final (Part 1 Essay) this Monday. The point was to show your opinion on Class, while stating whether it still matters in society or not; depending on the information, statistics, and article that came with the assignment.(Class in the form as; Middle Class, Working Class, Upper...