I've honestly never felt more alone.I'm so scared that I'll never have another best friend like you. Because even with your faults you were still the best friend I've ever had.I know you don't miss me and for a while, I didn't miss you either. I bet you don't even think about me any more. I always thought we'd be friends forever because we cared about each other... but when you stopped caring I...

I fucking hate people sometimes.Why can it never be about me? Why do I have to be shoved to the sidelines? Ignored? For once just WANT hang out with me. Don't always make me ask you, don't always make me feel awkward because you're too fucking busy already to hang out with your best friend.Don't in the middle of a normal conversation mention your fucking boyfriend. GOD, he was my friend first and...

After I couldn't get to my page yesterday, I wanted to kill Mibba. But today, I logged on and everything was fine.I would just like to thank everybody who commented on my last journal because there were no hater comments and I felt really loved.Honestly, nearly all the comments made me smile. 10 Comments, more than I have on any thing else put together.Some people are so amazing on this site.Also,...

I really hate Mibba right now.I've moved, deleted and edited all of my stories from another site onto Mibba and Mibba has the nerve to fuck up on me?!Gah!I can log in fine, but then when I want to view my profile...NO, it has to bugger up!I can't read a profile comment left for me and I really want to now that I can't. I hate that saying, "You always want what you can't have."It basically applies...

My stomach is doing flips.The good kind and the bad kind.The good because I'm going out tomorrow with some friends to a club type thing (don't worry, it's an under-18s thing) and I'm really looking forward to it.The bad because I don't want to be growing up too fast.A few days ago I got really worried because I started thinking about the future.Growing up.Growing old.Having kids.Getting...

Recently I was thinking about what I want to be when I'm older.It's a couple of years to go, but it's inevitable.Ever since I was 11 or 12, I've wanted to be a teacher. Don't ask me why, I just have.I used to want to be a Maths teacher, then I wanted to be a Drama teacher (but I'm not that great at Drama) and now I want to be an Art teacher.I wouldn't want to teach little children because I'm...