I don't understand anything anymore. How can you hate someone and love them at the same time? It just isn't fair. Life isn't fair. Boys are stupid and make me cry. At the same time, I love them more than almost anything. Hate is a strong word. Love is a strong word. I am normally very careful when using those words. I am being careful now and I mean it: I hate and love at the same time. It...

So this Mango guy... I'm head-over-heels for him. He's so cute and everything I could ever want! Some people say I could go for a smarter guy, but I like how he's pretty clueless. It gives me a reason to talk to him in math. He's nice to me and he flirts... Mango is also very, very sweet and funny. I love how he's funny. He can make me laugh no matter what he does.He's been getting jealous...

Boys boys boys boys.That's on my mind. There is only one boy in particular. My friends and I have a code name for him so we can talk about him in front of him. The code name: Mango.My friend and I came up with the codename Mango because mangos are my favorite fruit. They're tangy, sweet, yummy, great... Mango is great too. He's also one of the biggest sweethearts I know. He always flirts with me...