so... i've been thinking. it's not like my normal thinking. there's been some deep stuff going through my mind. so i thought i should maybe write some of it down... here goes.there are so many things worth living for, and everyone has their own thing. some people live for money... which is really stupid. some people live for work... again, stupid, in my opinion. there are some that live for...

*it's super long, and kinda babbly. i'm writing while i'm crying. u don't have to read. it's just what was on my mind right now. whoever decides to read the whole thing, kudos.*i don't really know what i used to think the hardest thing to say was. maybe "i hate you". that is always a tough one for me to say. i've only ever said it once, and i regret it. maybe it was "leave me alone"... nah. i say...

*it's really long. sorry. i just wanted my feelings out in the open.*i hate my home life. let me just get that out in the open. i've honestly thought of running away and never coming back. i don't think i'll ever be able to do that though.i used to love it here. i live with my grandparents and my mom, and life was never really that bad. everyone was always at peace, for the most part. mom and i...