August 5th, 2008 at 03:59pm
Happy birthday, Ally.
I miss you. A lot, I really do.
Happy, happy birthday. I'm sorry I intruded--I know you wished for a birthday that wasn't ruined... probably without my interference, you meant?
I just felt compelled to greet you. You were my wife for a year, after all.
Happy birthday. I wish you the best. I love you still.
I hope you're happy. Really.
Yesterday was the best night of my existence.
I bought Breaking Dawn yesterday, but I don't think it would've made a difference if I bought next week because I don't have the time at all to read it. Also when I do, it doesn't feel like I'm reading about Edward Cullen. It's just plain, old, horny vampire and his wife to me.
But yesterday was amazing in every sense. I went to the Simple Plan concert with Erk and her dad. They. Were. Amazing. They have a beautiful fashion sense. They're incredible live. Pierre can speak Tagalog better than you and I can put together. :lmfao
But during the last song, I cried. They played [i]Perfect[/i] for their last song. And at first it was just Pierre on guitar and vocals, and the lights were on him, and everything else was dark. It was acoustically, insanely, incredibly, unbelievably, beautifully overwhelming. He also mentioned that it would be their last song, and I couldn't let them go; I just felt so at home moshing with Erk privately, screaming our lungs out.
I cried.
I can't listen to them the same way now. Memories from last night just keep running through my head. Makes me too happy, too sad, too emotional. It's like I want to laugh and cry and cut and bleed and scream and giggle and smile and frown all at the same time.
I miss them so much right now...
How did you spend your birthday? (: